#&jinxx;;

.im sooo back.

2007-08-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

..hello! im backk. im sooo back. i have decided to bloogg here and multiply. :D its all good. :D hahaha. X)

..wla lng. pra di sayang. hahaha. :D behlat.

..yes so iniicp ku pa ilalagay ku dito
*thinking thinking thinking*

:D

i have decided that i will post my answers to your tanongs here na lng. soo ndi syang. yes, smart decision. go me! *claaap* :D

..im seeing grey.

2007-06-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

..grey's anatomy.

waaah. watched season 3 kanina. waaah. up to episode 18. hahaha.

NOTE: it was so obvious that meredith was NOT going to die. i mean. the show was named after her. well, her last name. diba. so HOW CAN SHE DIE?! tsss.

cant wait for LOST. i miss sawyer. :D wee. :D

and patrick dempsey. uber hott. :D mcdreamy :D

..and singit natin si blake. blake. :D he makes me sooo hapiii. :D :D :D

..st frideswida.

2007-06-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

ma..waaah. i know na my classmates! waaah. and i know my un-classmates! waaaah! SAD SAD SAD.
:'( :'(

no lexy.
no maciin.
no pot.
no nena.
no aui.
no cauca.
no..cnu pa ba?
waah. SAD tlga. :'(

waaaah! on the bright side..

classmates::

Alvaro Stephanie
Apacible Audrey
Atienza Bonifacio Regine Mari Catan
Cheng Liezl Abigail Sy
Conejero Julia
Cortes Roxanne
De Asis Alyssa
Decena Anne
De Leon Tammy [edit :D hahaha]
Deveras Nicole
Evangelista Katrina
Fernandez Danielle
Gayoso Sabrina
Hyun "Anna"
Kim So Hyun
Maligang Dane
Maravilla, Grace
Mulingbayan Marnie
Ocampo Regina
Reyes Dosia
Rivera Mina
Rivera Madel
Rosella Gracia
Santosidad Liezel
Tupaz Janelle superhapeh! bhes bhes bhes. wwhap thac feo wit wwa :D classmates! :D
Viaña Joanna
Villanueva Arielle

bsta dami. waaah! waaah! dapat isang section na lng kaming lahat! pra hapiii-er! hahaha. :D

adviser:ms whenn :D

WELCOME BACK PENOY! :D haha. penoy=mariel :D

waaah. i feel so sad yet hapii. LABO.

oh, yoko pa magskul. waaah! NO naaa! waaah! OMG!

..im back. :D

2007-05-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

..hello! :D

im back. :D weee. hahaha.

at last. i felt masipag to fix my bloggeroo. :D wee wee. X) i shall change blogskins. haha. dont know when. pero i shall look. or ask someone to make. yes yes. wee. :D hahaha. :D

wee! im sooo hapii super update! weee. :D

waah. OMG!

super nahahawa na aku sa mga things na naririnig ku. haha. like super. or pasaway! OMG! hahaha. :D pasensya. hahaha. :D

oh! and VOTE FOR BLAKE! BLAKE! BLAAAAAKKKKKKKKKEEE! :D
..yes, blake the hottie. :D weee. :D

summer has been quite boriing. super bahay lang. hahaha. gusto ku magbeach. or magfly! hahaha. ngek. OMG! un. wala lng. pare parehas lng ginagawa ku everyday. haha. :D wee! X) un lng. next tym na aku maguupdate. have to look for a blogskin. :D

toodles :D

.so close to the end.

2007-03-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

..haha. labo. haha. x) waaa...

its march 1 na.

waa. 30 days and bye bye to the seniors.

bye bye to my bg.

bye bye to my bestie.

bye bye to my cousin, kar.

bye byes to my uhm.. marching buddy, mau.

bye bye to everyone really. waa. tae.

waa. i dont want to say bye. haay. i just dont.

waa, aun. tpus its not all about the seniors.

im not used to not seeing my classmates and friends everyday. i mean. its just different if i dont see them. and it sucks.

aww. and final exams are coming. i barely understand the lessons. i suck.

aww. this sucks. oh well..

love is love. stars is love. yael is love. ♥

P.S.

yael was in game ka na ba kanina. he lost. sayang. whats more sayang is that i didnt get to see him..

.uhm.

2007-03-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

..uhhhmmm.

i dont really know what to say. haha. im too lazy kasi. waa. haha. X)

oh yeah. sat results came out. i suck. haha. X)

yes yes. i suck. i wonder what my iq is. im pretty sure its really low. haha.

i suck. yes. i suck. yes. i do. :D

.family day.

2007-02-12T10:29:00.000+08:00

wushii! family day kahapon kya walang pasok today. haha. waa. anu baa. game. i shall post. pra masaya naman. X)

saturday

waaa. pumunta kami ni mama sa skul kasi she had to help prepare some stuffs like where to put the tarp of hale, the banners of the sponsors blah blah.. tpus we planned on going to sm sta rosa to buy my costume. wushii. haha. waa. tpus un. i went to school. saw dosia, ina, ate mina, tam nicole, marnie[ welcome back!] and 3rd years tpus the mommys and daddys. :D wushuu! X) aun. tpus un. sila ina, they were preparing for their booth. haha. waa. aun. usap usap lng. tpus nakikain na rin kami ng lunch. haha. X) waa. un. laki ng pic ng hale dun sa tarp nila. tpus si sheldon 'sinasakop' ung 1/3 ng pic. haha. gnun eh. wushuu. aun. tpus punta kmi sm. bili ng stuffs. tpus we went to iya's house kasi it was her bday party! weee! my pamangkin! wee. cute cute. :D lovessherr. un. ♥

sunday

wee! family day na tlga. as in. as in! haha. waa. un. went to school. tapus attended mass. wee! :D aun. after mass, i saw mina and xan. waa. haha. tpus i went with them na tlga. we went to the marriage booth. tingin tingin sa booth namin. tpus aun. she introduced me to her friends. haha. new friend. waa. si PY. haha. uyy. sil. waa. haha. anyhoo. un. waa. tpus ikot ikot kami. waa. balik kami ng booth. waa. tpus un. waa. lakd lakad pa ng konti. waa tpus balik ulii booth kasi yaw namin sumali sa parade thing. haha. waa. tpus anu. bumili kami zagu ni pot. haha. aun. tpus aun. biglang nakita ku si carlo dun. haha. wushuu. aun. so pakilala pakilala. aun. tpus usap konti. tpus un. lakad kmi. nuod cheerdancers. haha. tpus aun. umalis na aku. haha. pag balik ko sa booth, andun na si donna. waa. si donna. waa. aun. pero sbi niya wla daw si starbuxx. aww sad. pero eto pa. waa. grbe. pag talikod ku. waa. andun na pla. andun na siya. waa. anduuuunnn! X) grbe. kiliig! waa. grbe. grbe. waa... *jinxx, calm down* waa. game. tpus aun. kinuha siya ni erika! waa. grbe. tpus aun. we got married. haha. grbe. kilig. to the max. waa. grbe! haha. X) grbe. haha. nanginginig pa sya nun. pti aku. wa. grbe. kahiya! haha. sorii ulii. :D wee. aun. tpus wla lng. nanuod na lng kmi ng mga kinakasal sa booth namin! waa. haha. tpus un. ikot kami ni mina. haha. X) grbe aun.. fast forward.

tpus after lunch. haha. waa. nakita ku uli si carlo. haha. waa. pinakilala niya aku sa friends nya. haha. waa. tpus aun. balik aku booth. tpus un. haha. si PY, grbe un. takbo sya ng takbo kasi sya ung tagahuli ng guys. haha. waa. kawawa na nakakatawa. haha. sama ku. aun. waa. tpus nun. waa. haha. kain kmi ni mina ng rice in a box. haha. waa. katuwa. aun. sarap. :D

by 2.30, sbi magayos ayos na daw. haha. waa. so un. nagpakulot and make up and un kami. haha. tpus un. waa. haha. tpus nung 3.30 na, dance na. waa. grbe. kahiya nung una. yaw magwork nung cd namin. waa. haha. grbe. tawa kami ng tawa tuloy. haha. waa. after namin magdance, nagpalit na kmi ni mina for hale. tpus pumunta kami pergola kasi may naghahanap kay mina. tpus un. hinanap namin mama ko tska mama ni mina--mama ko pra makapasok aku sa 'backstage' sa hale, mama ni mina kasi my tatanong si mina. un. haha. waa. tpus un. sama aku kay mama pra makapasok nga. tpus nakapasok aku backstage. naiwan ku pa si mina kasi may ksma sya eh ndi naman kya ni mama na papasukin sila. waa. grbe. un. soriii minaaa!! waa. un. tpus...

aun. nung nsa loob na. waa. gbe sila aui, sina ate. waa. kinikilig! waa. tpus aku. waa. skin wla wla lng. haha. X) waa. grbe. aun. waa. tpus aun. nagpapic aku. tpus aun. eh wla nga si pot. so sbi ku kay champ, favor lng. eto ang aming conversation. very maikli. haha.

jinxx: champ. favor [mind you, champ tlga. walang kuya. haha. disrespectful na bata. haha. sorii 'kuya' champ. :D]
champ: cge. anu un?
jinxx: pwede u say hi to mina and jinky tpus video ku. [wushu! haha. bsta prang ganyan na. :D]
champ: ah. cge cge cge [tatlo tlga. :D]
jinxx: aku si jinxx tpus si mina, friend ku eh di sya makapasok kya gnun.
champ: ah. gnun ba. cge cge.
jinxx: game. go.
*recording*
champ: hey mina and jinky. i dont know if you can hear me cause... its kinda noisy in here but then i just want to say hi and uh.. thanks for the invite/inviting me. *sumthing sumthing* and i'll see you soon.

tpus...biglang pumasok si mina! waa. with her mom and gia. waa. grbe. aun. tpus lapit kami kay champ, habang kinikilig si mina. tpus sbi ku, 'champ. this is mina. sya ung friend ku. blah blah' tpus si champ. ah ok. hehe. tawa tawa pa. :D

ayan lng. waa. ung vid. pag ndi na aku tamad. haha. un..

labas kmi ng canteen, tpus nagplay sila. tpus un. waa. lakad kmi ni mina. bili kmi ng glow sticks na cute. tpus un. uwi. haha. waa. saya. kuliit. kilig! :D

waa. aun. tpus i found out na mom kissed champ. grbe. at sa tangkad ni champ. nakakahiya.. nagtiptoe aku pra ndi msyado maliit. pra msya. haha. X)

aun ung family day. msya. makuliit. wushuu! haha.

yan ah. mahaba ang post. haha. :D

toodles! X)

.update.

2007-02-07T19:12:00.000+08:00

i am now updating my blogger-oo.

haha. X) waaaa.

this is a quick update since im busy. im a very busy girl. busy busy. XD

haha. X)

...game.!

::family day is on sunday.
::my pamangkin's bday is on monday but celebrated on saturday.
::apparently, hale is going to school on sunday. ughhh. haha. X)
::i am very tired since practice is killing me and my voice. >.< yes, there is a connection. :D
::bhes day is 14 days from today. :D i think. yes, i suck at math. :D
::cards out is on i-dont-know-what-day. that is also the day of my death. yes yes.
::love.love.love. where art thou? :D

weee! :D

stars is forever love. :D but yael is love. :D weee.
walang sense pero msya. un na. XD

.jeico.

2007-02-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

waaaa.

to the readers of my blog..

jeico is not my boyfriend.

haha. X)

.employee's day.

2007-01-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

waaaaa.! today was employee's dayyyy. :))

we danced. we danced all those funny novelty/nice songs. :)

cute.cute.cute.

its half day that is why employee's day is such a nice day. weee!

so yeah. i shall update when i feel not so tamad. :))

exam results are out.

i suck.

no more honors. no more merits.

life is giving me lemons. teach me to make them lemonades. :)

love.love.love. :)

.at last.

2007-01-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

waaaa.! :)

weeee! :) at last!! i can update naaaaa! :)) so many things happened in me life and i have not updated youuuu.! if anyone actually reads my blogness. :)

so yeah. this shall be kinda short cause i have more posts to makeee! :) weee!

love.love. :)

::exams are done na.
::employee's day is today.
::obviously, xmas break is sooo over.
::sponge has a gig in letran today.
::eli's feastday is done na rin.
::fights have, as usual, 'erupted'.
::true feelings have come out.

more.more.more. :)

waaa. half day today. sayaaaa! waaa. tpus punta makati maya with my mother dear. :) weeeeeeeee! :)

.concert;sponge cola;love.

2006-12-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

waaaaa.!

im here at mina's house. im gonna sleepover. pra msya. haha. :))

aun. kung anu man mangyayari sa sleepover, bukas na. ung concert ang topic ngaun. haha. X)

aun. waaa.

kakauwi lng namin sa napakasayang concert evah. haha. X) eh kasi naman, 2nd gig pa lng nila yael na napupuntahan ko ksi madalas di ako pinapayagan. nakuuuu. :) aun. nakakatuwa.

may concert sa plaza ng tanauan. tpos un.

by 7 nagbibihis na kme. tpos un. by 7.45 andun na kme. haha. :)) excited tlga eh. hehe. X) 7.30 ksi pupil. haha. 10.00 pa daw sponge cola. haha. :)

NOTE::magulo tong post na toh kasi kinikilig pa rin ako. :))

aun. so pag dating namin, dami na tao. as in. haha. X) aun. waaa. tpos si mina, tinawagan niya si bestfriend jacqui pra tulungan kmi mag backstage. haha. pero ndi raw sya punta. pero hanapin raw namin ung isang person na kakausapin ng dad ni ate jac pra tulungan kmi. haha. pagdating dun, kinig ng konti sa pupil. haha. tpos after nila, local bands na. hinanap na namin ung person. haha. waaa. by the way, ang gwapo ni "BOGS" ung drummer ng pupil. at si "YAN", nakuuuuuuu. gwapo ni brother in law. haha. X) oo na lng kau. X) aun. hanap hanap kme. tpos un, di namin mahanp. as in nagtanong, bka nagccmba raw. haha. fast forward.... local bands tpos pokwang. haha. X) katuwa sya. haha. :)) aun. habang si pokwang, punta kme dun sa may back door. tpos pumasok kme, tpos andun sina YAEL, YAN, ARMO and GOSH. aun. ung ibang people, pumasok rin. nagpapic kay yael. haha. pumasok kmi, prang wala wala lng. haha. :)) aun. tpos nagpapic kme. haha. X) nakuuuuuuu. ang gwapooooo! X) tpos un. after ni pokwang, sila yael na. haha. X)

sponge!!! waaa. lahat ng tao, kumanta, sumigaw, tumili. lhat! haha. X) aun. kinanta nila LUNES, GEMINI, KLSP, CRAZ?Y FOR YOU, BITIW, NAKAPAGTATAKA tpos JEEPNEY. basta. ang galing. ung bitiw, prang version nung myx live. haha. X) tpos crazy for you. naku. kilig. tpos ung lunes may sounde effects pa. haha. tpos ung jeepney, si yan nagplay ng guitars tpos super bigay si yael. haha. :)) as in prang ung sa mtv live nila. nakuuu. X) aun. after nila magplay, punta ulit kme backstage, tpos nakita kami nung pulis na pinagtanungan namin. haha. pinapasok kmi. weh. akala niya pamangkin kme nung secretary nung mayor. nakuuuu. haha. X) aun. pag pasok, nakita ko si kuya yan. dming girls. haha. X) joke. aun. tpos si yael. haha. X) tinanong ko kung pede vid, sbi niya cge. aun. sbe ko greet nya ung listersssss. haha. X) bait. aun. nakakatuwa. haha. X) dalawang beses ko sya nakita. haha. :)) waaaa. at nakapasok pa ng wala wala lng. haha. X) katuwa. ndi ko na nakausap ung iba ksi busy na tska gusto mag rest. haha. may sense ba un. haha. X) un. haha.

bukas,i shall fix. X)

waaaa. the night was filled with takot.laughter.joy.kilig.love. X) its alllll gooooood. :) i love yael. X)

2006-12-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

i just read macin's post. weh. im actually surprised na she felt that way pala...

because i also feel the same way.

weh. haha. madrama ito. haha. :))

anyhoo. yeah. there were times na i thought of not studying, not doing the projects. not doing homeworks. heck, i thought of not even going to school anymore. i dont really know why. i just felt that way. i think its because of the pressure... pressure that i always think comes from teachers and parents but actually, the pressure comes from me. i dont know.

maybe im just tired. tired of working hard. tired of staying up late for projects that i would eventually throw out anyway. tired of studying for long tests and quizzes. and most importantly, tired of working so so hard but in the end, knowing that someone else did better than you, someone else got a higher score than you. gawd i suck. im tired of failing and disappointing myself after all the hard work.

i know im coming off as a jealous selfish little biatch who always want to be the best and cant accept the fact that others are better. maybe i am like that. maybe i am...

i want to be a second honor student. i do. I REALLY DO. i even dreamt that i'll be the first student to ever get a first honor in st. scho. but that dream is slipping away. far far away. and it sucks, knowing that im not who i want me to be.

i just want to be like before. a student that just cared for her grades and nothing more. just her academics. never cared for her friends or others, really. because that way, i dont have emotional problems.

oh gawd. i suck.

oh....

and im tired...

of knowing that whatever i do for you, you would always choose her over me. and that if things dont go the way you want them to, if things between you two get all broken and crappy, you run back to me. and i just welcome you with open arms. even if i know that once you find the next person to love, you'll just leave me again, i still welcome you when you come back.

ayoko na ng ganito. ayoko na kasi nasasaktan na ako. ayoko na kasi nahihirapan na ako. ayoko na. nakakapagod. nakakainis.

and most of all, nakakaiyak isipin na kahit alam ko na ung mga mangyayari, ung mga gagawin mo, tinatanggap pa rin kita.

this sucks.

haay.

im tired...

of knowing na you never loved me. that you never even liked me. and the only reason you were there was because you were polite and nice. and you liked her. gawd.

i was starting to fall for you. i swear. i never wanted to. but i think i did. and i think i still have feelings for you. thats why i hated you when you left. i hated you when you never liked me. i hated you when you didnt have feelings for me. and i hated myself, kasi i let myself fall for you even if i knew you liked/loved someone else.

yes, this post started out as a post for my rants as a student. it turned out to be a post about my rants for being stupid.

i dont think people saw or knew this side of me. they just thought that i was this 'smart' girl who never had problems. they never knew how i felt about being 'smart'--what was behind those high grades. they never knew what i was going through. what i was putting myself through.

this is madrama. and honestly, while typing this, i wanted to cry. yes, i am tired.

.dont be so insensitive.

2006-11-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

haay. this is a sad post that makes me so sad and angry. hehe. XD

anyhoo.

haay. just please dont be so insensitive.
it sucks. cause i dont want to let you go. i dont want to leave you.
but dude, nakakasakit ka na rin eh.
i know you talk about me behind my back and i know that there are times na nasasaktan na rin kita.
pero sana naman, sinasabi mo sakin na i've been doing things that actually hurt you.
if ever i did something wrong, then sana sinabi mo na sakin para i could apologize or something.
i dont want to lose you.
if you have a problem with me, then tell me. dont go and tell everyone else. that's just sad.
i try to talk to you seriously, but you tell me that its ok, its nothing but then you talk about me with everyone else.
siguro, if u read this, you'll just say im paranoid or whatever. grabe.

ang tae naman. nakakasakit ka na ah.

haay. anyway. i love you a lot. and im happy naman when im with you. and i dont want to lose you.

.my ever so tiring weekend.

2006-11-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

weh. haha. :)) ito mahabang post. hehe. X) weh. katuwa. XD

uhm. last saturday, we went to greenbelt to watch sound of music. hehe. X)

i rode with julia going there. hehe. :) her kapatid was so nice. and i met 2 new people, ayan [spelling?] and josh. hehe.:) julia, im so sorry again. hehe. :)) im so guilty! hehe. XD

anyhoo, in the theater, i was so happy cause i was beside people i knew. haha. X) i was beside marnie then after the break, i weas beside gabe and aui na. hehe. :) weee. then after that. we planned on making ikot. but then it got cancelled kasi nicole had to go home tpos aui was with her parents. it turns out, kami lng ni soy ung magkasama. hehe. so we went to mcdo, then we asked aui to go with us. hehe. :)) pumayag naman ung tatay niya. hehe. XD weh. X) aun. tpos hindi pla nila alam kung panu pumunta ng glorietta. hehe. nakakatuwa sila. hehe. X) eh ako, ndi rin ako ganun ka-sure ksi hindi naman ako madalas dun. hehe. aun. so nung una, sbi ko alam ko, hindi sila naniwala. hehe. pero sumunod naman sila. hehe. X) weh. :)) tpos un. gusto nila magcross ng street! haha. :) grbe. ung greenbelt to landmark, haha. gusto nila tumawid. hehe. :)) aun, sbi ko bka mamatay lng kming tatlo. hehe. :)) kya ginamit namin ung walkway. hehe. :) aun. pag dating ng landmark, ikot ikot. si soy may nakitang something pero di niya nabili. tpos nung nakarating kami ng glorietta, kailangan na pala umalis ni soy. hehe. weh. X) tpos tinawagan na ako ni mama tpos nagkita na kami. tpos sinamahan ko na si soy and aui pabalik ng greenbelt. grbe. hehe. :)) wala rin kaming nagawa pero nakakatuwa naman. hehe. :)

aun. tpos mama and i went back to glorietta kasi we were going to buy flip flops. nung una, i thought banana peel lng ung bibilhin namin. hehe. :)) tpos biglang she brought me to all flip flops. weeeee!!! my gosh. i was so happy i wanted to jump and make noise. hehe. :) seryoso, ganun. X) i was going to buy my first havaianas!!! :) weee! hehe. :) katuwa. XD there was a sale kasi, 20% off. hehe. :) so many people! waaa. we had to line up pa before we got to enter the store. hehe. :) it was small rin kasi. hehe. :) aun. so we bought 4, for me, my sis, my bro and my dad. hehe. :) weee. mom didnt buy kasi she had new sandals naman. hehe. :)

so there. papa, fides and jm picked us up. hehe. :) then we went to pampanga! hehe. weh. :)) we were going to my dad's friend's bday party. weh. hehe. :)) we were going to spend the night there then on sunday, go to gelo's baptism. hehe. :)

it was a loooong ride and i got all sleepy and dizzy. it sucked. weh. hehe. XD so there. we went to his friend's haus then ate. then by 10, we left to go to a hotel. hehe. :) weh. we went to grace lane. X) we checked in and we found out that the kids' room were sooo far from the parents' room. weh. X) haha. we were at the very end of the hallway. X) haha. X) so there.

that was saturday. hehe. :))

sunday was ok. we ate breakfast then went to church. hehe. :)) then we checked out and went to my relatives' house. hehe. :)) almost everyone was there. hehe. :)) small reunion. katuwa! XD hehe. X) aun. so after the reunion, we brought fides to her dorm and then passed by kfc then went home. hehe. X) did some homework and went to sleep.

my weekend was so tiring. weh. haha. X)

anyhoo. gotta make another post i guess. toodles! X)

.back to school is so not cool.

2006-11-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

weh. haha. mga pauso ko.

anyhoo. its been quite a long time since i last posted. im too lazy. hehe. :)) and when i do want to post, i dont have time because i have computer hogs as my siblings. yes, life is selfish. hehe. :))

anyhoo. i shall update. this might be a long post because i love telling stories. hehe. :))

i went back to school last nov 6. weh. :) hehe. aun. i hate school na. waaa. mga puso eh. its english month so there are so many things to do. weh. we have the speech choir, book ad, the puppet show, broadcasting, newspaper making, essay writing and all other stuffies. weh. anyhoo. so yeah, we're all rushing. weh. haha. X)

tpos we went to greenbelt nung saturday. i'll make another post for that. hehe. X)

weh. tpos i went to pampanga nung sunday. haha. X) waaa. parang walang pasok nung monday eh. hehe. XD weh. :))

aun. then we have a new rule in school. teachers cant give homeworks na. shout for joy!!! horray!! NOT! they have given us long tests and quizzes instead. that sucks. big time. we are so packed, we have long tests and quizzes and projects and english month stuffs. see, that's why its not so cool.

anyhoo. toodles! :))

.expanders.

2006-11-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

[EDIT:]weh. X)

to the people of the world...

hehe. X)weh.

anyhoo. i gots expanders na. weh. yes, i does. [macin? weh. X)]

aun. goodness.

its so freakin hard to freakin eat. i am starving! weh. on the bright side, i will get thinner. weeeee! :)) hehehe.

and i am now used to saying the word 'weh.' and using ':))'. ':))' and 'weh' because of macin. weh. X)

haha.

toodles! :))

.start of my day.

2006-10-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

uhm. wala wala lang tong post na toh.

i just want to say that the first song i ever heard today was stars.

and no, hindi ko sinadya un. i shuffled the songs on my pod, and there it was. 'STARS by CALLALILY.'

why cant it be 'by cookies and cream?'

weh... adiik.

God, please. wag mo pabasa toh sa kahit isang member ng cookies and cream. or else, i will die. :))

P.S.
thanks for making me ever so happy. weh.
thinking of you puts a smile on my face.
naaaks. :) lakas. X)

toodles! X)

.we're all the same.

2006-10-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

we're all the same.

we're all just looking for someone else, someone new to love so that we can forget the person we loved first--to forgot the pain and sadness.

we just need to look for a replacement.

this gives us a chance to say that we've moved on...

...when we really haven't.

its so complicated... we never know if we actually love a person because we really do, or we love that person to forget that previous one.

whatever happens.

stars will always be love. ♥ X)

.stars is looove <3333.

2006-10-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

haha. X) weh. stars is loooove. <33333 i now love the song stars by callalily. hehe. X)

anyhoo. i shall now make kwento about the halloween party! haha. X) weh. saya saya nung sa may end na! :)) weh. X)

aun. i went there ng hindi naka-costume. hehe. X) katuwa. aun. we got there ng mga 6. tpos nagregister stuff. tpos saw nicole and marnie and bhes. hehe. X) cute ni marnie,. naka-spongebob costume. oh! by the way, marnie won funniest costume! congrats! anyhoo. un. tpos we went to the gym. texted some people. hehe. aun. tpos nagstart na. uhm. i dont know the name of the first 4 [???] bands. hehe. X) weh. aun. pero katuwa silang lahat. hehe. X) medyo konti pa lang ung mga tao nung una pero dumami rin naman. hehe. X) aun. tpos kami ni nicole, nagiikot ikot lng. nagpupunta sa cr, sa PP... sa kung saan saan. hehe. X) aun.

tpos i saw the pioneers. saya. hehe. X) tpos i saw some people. weh. X) hehe. XD basta. damiiing tao. hehe. X) aun. tpos after some time, cookies and cream na. hehe. X)un tlga nakakatuwa. weh. sana walang band member ng cookies ang nagbabasa nito. hehe. X)

sila na lang ikwento ko kasi sila naman ung talagang nakakatuwa. X) weh. hehe. XD <33333

aun. they first played bongga ka day ata. hehe. X) uhm. kuya mitch sang. hehe. cute cute nung pagkanta niya. may piyok parts na nakakatuwa! haha. X) cuuuute. XD syempre. pinsan ko sya. hehe. :)) aun. tpos akap ng imago ung next song nila. ung bago nilang vocalist, si monica... grabe! ang galiiiiing niya! weh. inggit ako. hehe. X) hehe. waaa. cute cute. X) galing. aun. hehe. tpos habang cookies ung nagplay, sumama ako sa PP. hehe. :))

tpos aun. si mina v, tinutukso niya ako. hehe. bigla siyang kumanta ng stars ng callalily. hehe. X) tpos biglang lumabas si aj. weh. hehe. tpos kakanta pala sya. hehe. X) weh. at least kumanta siya ngaun. hehe. XD aun. tpos ung kinanta niya. weh. STARS NG CALLALILY. weh. coincidence?? weh. haha. X) basta. natuwa ako. hehe. X) un na. haha! X) aun. as in ang ingay ng PP habang si aj ung kumakanta.!!! haha. X) as in. mga sinisigaw nila eh. nakakatuwa! haha. si ina tska si audrey pasimuno! haha. XD bigla ba naman nilang sinigaw na 'crush ka ni jinky!!!' weh. X) pauso nyo. hehe. XD buti na lang di nila naririnig. hehe. grbe. lakas ng pag cheer ko sa kanila. :)) aun. tpos basta. ang galing kumanta ni aj. hehe. X) aun. hehe. tpos si ate tangkad. weh. haha! X) cute. aun. after ni aj kumanta, si kuya mitch ulit. hehe. pero naka rey mysterio [sp?] na mask sya. hehe. X) katuwa. tpos doo bidoo ung kinanta niya. waaa! ang saya! haha. X) aun. tpos si monica kumanta ulit kasama ni kuya mitch. kinanta nila 'ewan' ng imago. weh. hehe. X) special song. weh. tpos si aj, nag-guitars ata sya nun. hehe. XD katuwa. aun.

basta! katuwa. grbe. X) i swear. lagi niyong invite cookies and cream ha! haha. X) aun. basta. weh. katuwa ung part na un. hehe.

aun. after nila, gusto ko na umuwi so tinext ko na si papa. eh hindi niya ako masusundo so sabay na lng daw ako kay kuya mitch. weh. un pla, ung buong banda, sasabay sa kanya. weh. katuwa!!! haha. X) weh. aun. eh since ang dami namin, 2 trips na lang daw si kuya. aun. pero bago umuwi, paseo muna. hehe. aun. pero 2 trips din un kasi hindi naman kami kasya. hehe. X) aun. ung nasa unang trip si jam, grace, nike, tam, ako, aj, carlos, daniel [ata?], mark alcantara tpos friend niya. hehe. X) malay ko kung nu name nya. hehe. :)) hehe. aun. starbucks muna. pero si aj tska si daniel, sumama kay kuya mitch na bumalik ng st scho para dun sa ibang band members. hehe. x) aun. nagstarbucks muna kami. hehe. X) aun. katuwa un.

tpos biglang tumawag si papa, susunduin na lang daw niya ako. awww. hehe. pero kk lng kasi nakasama ko na naman siya. i mean sila. hehe. X) weh. XD

aun. tpos dumating si papa. tpos uwi na. saya saya!! hehe. bago matulog, napanuod ko ulit ung myx live ni yael. hehe. X) katuwa. XD aun. hehe. XD

grabe. ang daming beses na super lapit ko sa kanya. hehe. X) grabe. naa-adiik na ata ako sa kanya. weh. hehe. X) basta kasi ang lapit ko lang, natutuwa na ako. hehe. diba aui at nicole? hehe. dapat kasi lumapit pa tau eh. ang lapit na nun!!!! haha. X) aun. hehe. XD grabe. X)

aun. ay! bago ko makalimutan. hehe. ung mga friends ni dosia, hehe. pinakilala niya sakin. hehe. X) katuwa. hehe. X)

tapos si ate tangkad. grabe. super ang pagbabara niya sakin! weh. nu nangyayari sau ate? weh. ...ung cellphone mo lang kasi eh. ung mga bagong text napupunta sa dulo. hehe. X)weh. nga pla, magpapabili na ako ng load! weh. X)

ayan. kilala niyo ba kung sino ung crush ko dun sa mga tao dyan? hehe. dapat lang noh! super obvious na kaya. hehe. XD weh. :))

ang masasabi ko lang, ang gwapo niya kahapon. hehe. XD ang galing pa. hehe. <3333 adiik na nga ako. weh. crush ko na ulit siya, aurenz. XD sana lang kinausap niya ako eh noh. hehe. sana lang. hehe. sana the next time na magkita kami. hehe. X) ikaw! kausapin mo naman ako. hehe. X) tska kahit hindi para sakin ung kantang stars, sasagutin kita sa tanong mo...

HIM: im saying i love you again.. are you listening?
ME: yes, im listening. i love you too. weh. X) :))

ayan. adiik na kasi. hehe. X)

so aun. kaya ngaun lagi ko ng pinapakinggan ang stars.

dahil stars is loooove. <3333 ♥

weh.

toodles! hehe. X)

.the prestige.

2006-10-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

weh.

kwento ko ung about today muna. hehe. X) its a shorter post than the post i will make for the halloween party. hehe. x)

we ate in pho hoa today. gawd! i miss vietnam! weh. i miss the flat, the car, the people! waaa. i miss the freakin food!! X) <33333

so there. yum yum. then we watched the prestige. gawd! i love it! <3333 its so coooolll. swear. panuorin niyo. ang coolness talaga!!! hehe. X) cute cute. there.

there. see. just posted to tell you guys to watched the prestige. hehe. X)

off to my next post. X)

.sleepover.

2006-10-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

weeee!

last thursday, we had a sleepover at ina's haus since it was her bday the next day. haha. X) labooo. pero ganun.

waaa! so happy! katuwa eh. saya ng PP! audrey and alex weren't there nga lng. audrey thought kasi na she wasnt allowed but she was pala. weh. aun. then donna didnt sleepover. weh.

hehe. pero it was still fun. after school, we went to ina's haus together. when we got to their haus, everybody wanted to take a bath. haha. X) we were tired na kasi and stinky kasi intrams. hehe. X) aun. daming banyo ng haus ni inaaaaaa. meron sa guest room, sa first floor [hehe. X)], sa room nya, sa third floor, sa room ng parents nya at malay ko kung san pa. hehe. X) aun. katuwa. took a bath in her room. cute cute. hehe. X) aun.

after ligo, kain na. hehe. X) sarap ng food. inihaw na pork tsaka crabs. yum yum. X) grabe. tataba ka sa haus nila! waa! yum yum. X) after eating, konting usap usap tpos ligo ulit ung mga hindi ka nakakaligo. hehe. X) after everyone finished, we just talked and stuff. cute cute ng pamangkins ni ina!! kaya lng they were scaring us. with a freakin, super big salagubang!!! weh. grabe. sigaw kaming lahat nung tinapon nung pamangkin ni ina [afel ata ???] ung salagubang sa room ni ina. weh. pauso.

hehe. aun. after nun, nuod na kami the eye. waa. natakot ako dun. hehe. X) lagi naman akong natatakot eh. hehe. X) habang nanunuod, kain ng lays and ruffles at inom ng c2. weh. X) katuwa. aun. by 1 ata, uwi na si donna. X( huhu. weh. at least matagal namin syang nakasama. hehe. aun. after nun, akyat na kami. tpos usap usap. eh biglang i wasnt feeling well na, so tulog na ako. i tried going to sleep pero nakakatuwa sila. eventually, i fell asleep. ako ata first na nakatulog. hehe. X) aun.

tpos by 4, gising na ako kasi sabi nila gumising ng 4. hehe. X) pero un pla, ako lng ung gising. so i woke them up na. sabi nila, 4.45 ko na daw ulit sila gisingin so sbi ko ok. hehe. X) aun. grbe. tagal ng paghihintay ko nun, ndi na ako makatulog eh. tpos wla pa makausap. pag gising ko sa kanila ng 4.45, gising na pala si pea. weh. hehe. X) aun. ligo ligo. aus ng gamit. tpos kain ng breakfast--bacon,egg,rice and tocino. yum! X) aun. tpos ligo na ung iba. hehe. X) for the record, tagal ni anne maligo at magayos. hehe. X) sya na lng hinihintay namin nun eh. hehe. X) by 7 ata naglalakad na kami for school. hehe. X) katuwa. aun. kami ni ate nauna na kasi dapat daw mauna si ate. hehe. X) aun. katuwa.

habang nasa school, aun. nuod ng konting games. tpos by 1 pm, punta ako sa classroom kasama si aui. hehe. X) andun din si sil. hehe. X) aun. tpos naglaro kami ng truth or truth nila asi. aun. tpos nakatulog ako. hehe. X) gumising ng 3 pra umuwi sa haus nila ina. hehe. X)

aun. pagkauwi, kain ice cream and cake. yum! aun. tpos ligo para sa party. hehe. X) weh.

ina... belated happy birthday!!! X) salamats ng marami sa sleepover. saya saya! X) hehe. X) katuwa. X) thanks ulit ulit. X) iilovessyouu! X)

**pasensya sa mga typos and grammatical errors. weh. X)

.weee! :)).

2006-10-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

weee! im sooooo happyyyyyyy!!

haha! X) i shall make kwento! haha. X)

daming kwento from thursday up to today. so start na ako. weee!

nga pla....

SEMBREAK NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!X)

.football-y.

2006-10-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

weh! X)

i watched a football game [on tv, btw] a while ago. eeeeh.! X)

barca vs real madrid.

waaa!

and i freakin fell asleep! like 20 minutes in the second half, i fell asleep. so i dont know what really happened.

pero dun sa napanuod ko, 2 real madrid then 0 barca. hehe. XD

whoever knows the result, and if becks played, tell me. please. :))

oh yeah. and i found out that v. nistelrooy [spelling???] is in real madrid and that Gudjohnsen [weh. spelling???] is in barca. shucks.

anyone else who moved to some other team that i dont know about?

hehe. aun. t

toodles! X)

.exams--01.

2006-10-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

weh. we just finished the second day of exams. hehe. X)

next exams would be on wednesday. XD happiness! waaa. exams next wed are the hardest subjects evah!!! history, panitikan and math. gawd. they're grilling us whole!

waaa!

i do hope i survive. waaa!

pray for me people. XD

now, i will just surf the net and enjoy the remaining days of my life.

im currently listening to yael's voice. haha. BITIW! X) i looooove <33333 oh, and i shall use photoshop XD. haha. X) and edit my blogness. just edit the skin, not change it. haha. X)and maybe watch mike delfino. X) i love!

toodles! X) <3333

.spongy and hale.

2006-10-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

weh. X)

aurenz is currently reading my blogness. panu ko alam? kasi im currently chatting with her. haha. X)
aurenz. good luck. haba ng babasahin mo kasi mahilig ako mag blog. haha. X)

weirdo. XD

oh yeah.

i've got the transit and twilight cds na. actaully, tagal na. the twilight, i bought it even before the album launch. haha. X) amazing. XD haha.

and the transit was given by my ever so nice [?] sister. haha. forced her to buy it. haha. X)

i love it.

i love yael. X)if you dont, then dont say anything. sit there, and read or leave. X)

this yael is yael yuzon. not the yael from the cpk resto. haha. macin. XD

anyhoo. i transferred the songs to my pod. so that the cd wont have scratches. haha. XD weirdo. X)

aun. its so cool. i love it. <3333

oh yeah. pahabol.

exams na on monday. so pray for me. please. im dying. i suck. >.<

and dami ko dapat kwento pero this is so impromptu eh.

aun.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BHES DAY! i love you bhes kahit na di mo toh binabasa. i love you so much. and gawd i miss you. balik na natin ang nakaraan. naakkks. X) hehe. pero seryoso. bhes. miss na kita. waa. huhu. :( bhes, ndi ako mawawala. promise. :) love you. :)

yes, umabot pa. 11.57 pm pa lng. haha. X)

toodles! :)

.i miss my coumputer--part 3.

2006-10-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

waaa!

my gulay!

i miss youuuuu my computer.!

waaa.! i've been super busy. my gawd. >.<

grbe. pauso. anyhoo. exams na. then sem break.

so toodles!

.field trip.

2006-10-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

waaa! the only reasons for excitement about this field trip were the food and the bus ride. haha. X)

i sat with aui. haha. X) dapat kasi si janelle. but then we all got mixed up, i got aui as my seatmate. i have to thank her though. for giving her shoulder when i needed to sleep. haha. X)

it was fun except for ecopark and zoo. haha. X) which are the actual places. haha. X) the bus ride going there seemed like forever! haha. X) but fun. food trip. gawd im getting fatter. tssss. X)

then there. haha. X) soooo much things happened. funny and scary moments. not scary because of ghosts or what. haha. X) for whatever people will think about. haha. naks. that did not make sense. relaaax. X) oh, and they watched champ kaninang morning.

so yeah. the bus ride going home was also fun fun. thanks for the entertainment marnie. X) nakks. buttons. XD haha. X) aun. basta katuwa. aun.

oh yeah, also. kuya was nice enough to stop by starbucks. haha. X)

oh, and aui made iya cry. tsk. haha. nakakatuwa. X)

aun. its was fun fun. X) lovess it. X) <33333

to tt, thanks for the hospitality. haha. X) nakakatuwa kau. salamats po.<3333

aui, thanks sa lhat. haha. basta. lam mo na un. corny. X) lalo na sa di pag-galaw dhel natutulog ako. haha. X) nice. X) thanks ulit. <3333 EDIT: im soooo lucky to have you eh noh. X) haha! XD thanks ulit. XD

aun. i suck. it was tiring. i hated the places. loved the ride. X) <333 ♥

.i miss you, my computer--part 2.

2006-10-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

gawd! i just finished taking a long bath. i love it. X)

i need to update but i shall not type in paragraph form. that will bore me and you to death. XD but i will do my very best to update. haha. wish me luck. X)

thurs, 28 sept.
:: we lost electricity and water
:: typhoon milenyo came
:: no classes X) <333
:: game 2=postponed!

fri, 29 sept
:: nothing much happened.
:: woke up at 3 for an unknown reason and slept again. haha. then woke up at 5.
:: i started sleeping early. i slept at 9! 9 i tell you.! nine pm! gawd.

sat, 30 sept
:: uhm. we walked around a bit. it freakishly looked like a tsunami just hit us. gawd. scary. i shall show a pic of a tree that fell and ruined the brick wall of our neighbor. haha. gawd.

:: and this pic kinda shows what happened to the river/creek/ i dunno. haha. X)

**there...:(

sun, 1 oct
:: went to mass
:: watched step up. channing=hottnessssss X) <333333 ♥

mon, 2 oct -- fri, 6 oct
:: may classes na [syet]

sun, 8 oct
:: went to mass

ayan. basta. ang boring na nakakainis ung past days. walang electricity kasi. pati water. nakakapagod.

in my next post, i shall post the stuffs about the field trip. i am bored. i suck. X) gawd.

.i miss you, my computer--part 1.

2006-10-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

waaaa!!! im sooooo happppppppppppppyyyyyyyyy!!!

we have electricity, internet and water already. gawd. i couldnt post cause we didnt have electricity. my gawd! that was a very long wait. we had since monday. i shall make kwento in my other post after i take a long bath. i smell and i suck. gawd.

i miss you, my computer. :)

toodles.! X)

.my week.

2006-09-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

haha. i know the week aint done yet. but i've got to update. haha. X)

things i have done since saturday::::
>i went to the dentist. i had to get the measuring thingy for the braces part. im getting braces. i suck. oh, and they placed rubber bands between my teeth. and they freakin hurt!!!
>i got a haircut. it's shorter and layered now. haha. i shall post some pics in my fotopic. haha. X)
>i went to mass.
>i watched the UAAP Game 1 UST-ADMU and i didnt know which one to support. haha. X)
>i did all the freakin make up stuffs and homeworks i had to do. crap. i suck. >.<
>i never get to eat except on dinner time because there is soup at home. easy to eat. X) gosh. i am HUNGRY!!! >.<
>i got the transit na. i love it. i love yael of spongy cola. i love the songs. X) ♥ ♥

there. yan ata.

uhm. update pa::
>there are no classes for some ssc-w peeps. i love it. pero too bad for st. lioba, wala silang feast day. tsktsk.
>field trip is moved to monday. waaa! oh well.
>its ica's bday on onct 2! happy bday! X)
>the field trip shirt is, as usual, too big for me. gawd. i should be a size 12 na ata eh. 14 is still big even though its what i got. what the??? oh well.
>i have to upload songs na. waa! oh well. sayang lng. every one was so excited pa naman for field trip. tapos biglang, on monday na. haha. X) crap.

gawd. i suck.

.surveyness again.

2006-09-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

1. the last movie you watched?
::uhm. john tucker must die. nyahaha! X) cuuteeee ni jesse metcalfe.! gooosh.! <3333 ♥

2. the last tv show you watched?
:: uhm. the myx first thingy. naaakkkss! may myxxxxxx nnnaaaaa.! XD

3. the last song you heard?
:: waltz. haha. X) mukha ni champ eh. haha. X)

4. the last thing you bought?
:: uhm. car sticker. haha. XD

5.the last place you went to?
:: uhm. school?. XD

6. the last food you ate?
:: uhm. fish. and. rice. haha. XD

7. the last thing you heard from your parents?
:: uhm. mom: jinx, sa monday na daw field trip nyo. sabi ni kuya joe.

8. the last thing you said to your parents?
:: sagot ko: alam ko na po. ako kasi nagsabi sa kanya. XD nyahaha.! XD

9. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
:: to aui: [thru text] no to karina: ayan na oh. XD

10. the last book you read?
:: uhm. ewan. hehe. XD but i am starting na on digital fortress. haha. XD

Who was:

1. the last person you called?
:: uhm. ewan. XD

2. the last person who called you?
:: uhm. soy. XD

3. the last person you texted?
:: uhm. aui. XD

4. the last person who texted you?
:: aui rin. XD

5. the last person who said good night last nyt?
:: si aui ata. natext nya nung tulog na ako. haha. XD kaya kanina ko na nabasa. XD

6. the last person who said i love you?
:: uhm. basta. haha. ewan. XD si aui rin ata. haha.

7. the last person you gave a testimonial?
:: uhm. si ate. haha. X) may utang pa ako sa kanya. goshh!XD

8. the last person who sent you a msg in friendster
:: uhm. si len len ata. haha. ewan. X)

9. the last person you hugged?
:: hugged? uhm. ewan. haha. XD

10. the last person you saw on tv?
:: uhm. si champ?.XD

Do You?

1 Do you believe that love is forever?
:: uhm. next question please....

2 Do you get hurt by people easily?
:: uhm. ewan. cguro. haha.XD

3 Do you believe that all people are generally good
at heart?
:: syempre naman. haha. XD kaya lng ung goodness nila, mga 5 minutes lang naglast sa buong buhay nila.XD

4 Can you be anyone you want to be?
:: haha. i hoooppppe! XD

5 Do mean people make you sad?
:: haha! baka ako ung mean. uhm. ewan. minsan. haha X)

6 Does ice cream make you happy?
:: yes yes yes! yuuuum! hungry!!

7.Do you sing in the shower?
:: haha! uhm. yes! haha! X) lalo na pag natatakot ako! haha! X) sa banyo natakot eh! XD

8 When it rains, do you like to splash in the
puddles?
:: uhm. no. eww. XD

9 If you see a cute guy/girl walk down the street,
do you smile and tell him/her that he/she is cute?
:: haha! duuuuddeee. smile lang. super weird naman pag sinabihan ko na 'ang cute mo' kaagad. XD haha! X)

10 Do you notice when people have beautiful eyes?
:: of course. XD

11 Have you ever cried at a movie?
:: yeesss. haha X)

12 Is it cute when old people are holding hands?
:: awww. cuute nga. haha. X) so sweeeetttt. XD

13 Are you a happy person?
:: dapat lagi happy. para masaya. X) nyaha.! X)

14 Do you tend not to worry even when you know
something bad is about to happen?
:: i always worry. haha. X)

15 Is it okay to cut off barbie's hair?
:: i dont care about barbie. XD

16 Have you ever laughed so hard that your
stomach hurt?
:: haha! yesss. haha.! X)

18 Are you slightly lazy?
:: slightly? understatement yan. haha. X)

19 Do you like to drive with the windows open?
:: i dont drive eh. pero cguro i will drive with the windows open. XD

20 Are you in love?
:: next question. ay. wala na pala. XD

ayan. i answered a survey from macin's blogness. i shall make kwento on my next post. X)

.confe.

2006-09-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

haha! right now, i am in a confe with avi, wena and aui. haha!

and then, wena, avi and i are arguing about the ADMU-UST game. haha. and about chris tiu being cute. haha. X)

he is cute, you know. love the eyes. they make me melt. X)

cuuuute. X)

hehe. X)

.one second.

2006-09-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

i just learned today how one second can change you life. haha. exaaaggggge. life eh noh. X)

gawwddd!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

uste lost. USTE LOST. UST GROWLING TIGERS LOST. gawd.

first time i watched a UAAP game like this. like for the whole time. i was excited, scared, nervous. gawd i was even screaming. X) i dont usually watch UAAP like this. noooo. i dont. waaa!

they lost. just because of that single second, they freakin lost. LOST i tell you. LOST! grabe. i thought they were going to win. but there was still one second in the game. and ADMU used that freakin second to win and crush me. haha! exaaagggee. crush me. X) pero gosh.! as in they lost.! waaa!

that second made a difference.

GAWD. ONE FREAKIN SECOND. >.<

oh well. there's still game 2.

im so effie. shucks. good luck UST sa next game. and congrats ADMU. yes, im happy for you guys. because that is yael's old school. and since i love yael, i love you too. X) jc intal, gawd. YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD PLAYER. galiiiiinnngg! X)also escalona and kramer. :)

.friday is THE day.

2006-09-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

friday was the day.

it was the day of the ABS dance, cards out, merit and honors recognition thingy and sleepover at nicole's housie. :)

so i gotta make kwento. :) just so i get to post about something nice. :)

so yeah. like 4.30 in the morning i had to wake up cause i had to be in SSC-W by like 6.15 or something. hehe. :) aun. pero i acutally woke up at 4.45. haha. :) pagod eh. X) then my dad and my mom borught me to school. hehe. X) nicey parents. when i got there, uhm the hs peeps were only mikee, gem, karel and kay/kaye. X) aun

got there. went to the bus. waited for others to get to school. left at like 7.00 na ata. hehe. X) going there, me and nicole were seatmates. FOOD TRIP! yum yum cheetos.! haha! X) aun. hehe. when we got there, gawd it was scary. we watched some other schools practice first. hehe. X) scary! they were so GOOD. especially the BACOLOD peeps. my goshness.! X) amazing.! X) aun. then we practiced a little. then we ate snacks. then we went to our dressing room. changed for tdr. got make up and hair done. ate lunch. hehe. X) shakeys. yum yum chicken. X) then practice. then went to kuniberta hall. gawd it was cold. X) my goshness.! then we went down to dance na. my gosh.! it was scary.! sooper cold. and some important peeps were watching! my gulay.! X)

aun. when we finished, we went back to kuniberta hall, ate dinner. and watched others perform. X) changed clothes. by 7.00 we went to st. cecilla's hall where the program was actually happening. looked for nicole's mom. waited for her cause she wanted to watch. then left for home. haha.! X) alyssa and her mom rode with us. X) nicey people. X) they dropped me and nicole off in atc. hehe. X) gala muna bago uwi. X) hehe. there.

and i got my very first pedicure. X) hehe. X) nice nicole. X) oh. then we watched john tucker must die. X) jesse is such a hot cutie.X) my gaaaawwwddd.. i looooove. X) there. then bought starbucks. called nicole's mom. went home. took a bath. and by 12 we were off to bed. X)

fun fun day. i dont want to explain everything. that would be too long. X) but that day was scary but fun. X)

oh yeah. except for the cards out part. im so disappointed. im so stupid.
toodles. X)

.disappointed.

2006-09-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

gaawwdddd...

im so DISAPPOINTED. super.

my grades suck. i suck. shit. sorry for the word. i had to say it. im so sad. my grades are so low. i only got a merit. i suck. seriously. i suck. i really do.

so low grades. i want to cry. :(

im so crappy. :(

**have to post about something else. i suck.

.scared to death.

2006-09-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

gaaawwwddd.....

i am so effing scared!

tomorrow is the ABS dance and im so scared. arrrghh.! positively, all our hardwork, bruises and wounds will be shown tomorrow in ssc-manila. im so scared. :)

pray that we all do well. pray for me most especially. my body aches. i will love you. :) seriously, pray for us alright. :)

.surveyness again.

2006-09-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

Q: A friend whose name starts with 'M'
A: mina r. and v. :)

Q: 4th person on your missed calls?
A: some person i dont know XD

Q: What did your last text message say?
A: something from my dad. :)

Q: Do you chew on your straws?
A: yes. hehe. X)

Q: Do you have curly hair?
A: nope, that would not look good on me ata. haha. X)

Q: What is the next concert you're going to:
A: i dunno. X)

Q: Who is the coolest person in your life?
A: ME ME ME! haha. X) conceited. X) i know. :D

Q: What words do you say a lot?
A: my gosh.! katuwa.! eeeeh.! X) my gulay.!X) ewan.X) add ness to words. X)

Q: What is the last thing you ate?
A: dinner. X) nyaha! X) i dunno what it was eh. XD

Q: What was the last thing you said to someone?
A: can you get me water? hehe. X) i know. maldita. X)

Q: Do you watch TV?
A: my gosh.! hindi naman every minute of my life at home. X) sarcastic, pansin mo? naks.!X)

Q: Most random thing you've heard in the past few
months?
A: nothing is ever random. X) [labo dude]

Q: Do you have work/school tomorrow?
A: yeah. kinda. X)

Q: Ever been hunting?
A: nope. X)

Q: Is marriage in your future?
A: i dont know. if i find my special someone, maybe. X) naks.! invited ka if ever! X)

Q: What should you be doing right now?
A: uhm. packing. X)

Q: Funniest thing that happened to you today:
A: funniest? ewan. X)

Q: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A: nope. X) thats not possible. X)

Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?
A: my brohhh.X)

Q: Is drug free the way to be?
A: yes. X)

Q: Are you a heavy sleeper?
A: if im really tired. X)

Q: Do you clean up nice?
A: nope. i hate cleaning. except if its my things. X)

Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
A: never. X) teach me. X)

Q: Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire?
A: nope. lagot ako. X)

Q: Ever run out of gas on the road?
A: uhm. nope. lagot kami. X)

Q: Best movie you've watched in the past two
weeks?
A: the devil wears prada.! X) cuuute.!

Q: Whats your favorite form of travel?
A: uhm. the car. X)

Q: Next place you'll go:
A: mah roomness.X)

Q: Next movie you want to see:
A: john tucker must die. you, me and dupree [sp?]. step up.! channing.!X)

Q: Next person/s you want to sleep with:
A: uhm, dunno. X)

Q: Next time you're going out:
A: tomorrow.! X)

Q: Next time you're going to move:
A: ikaw, kailan sa tingin mo?

Q: Next thing you're going to save money for:
A: uhm. movie. and chucks. and clothes. X) haha! X)

Q: Next time that you will drink alcohol:
A: never. baho eh. X)

Q: Next person you are going to call:
A: ewan. bukas siguro. X)

Q: Next place you'll take your vacation at:
A: home. X)

Q: Next thing you are going to do after filling this
survey:
A: uhm pack or watch. X)

Q: Who would you like to see answer this survey:
A: ewan. X)

i answered this because im a lazy but very tired little conceited girl. X)

.cooooler.

2006-09-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

i feel waaaaay better now. haha. X)

mostly because of yael. since i saw his face again. he looks good in black. hehe. X) looks thinner pero macho. hehe. X) yes, that is possible. oh! by saying yael i mean yael of spongecola. not from anywhere else. haha. X) anyhoo. yeah. heard their bitiw song. cant wait to get the album. haha! X) balik cd player ako. hehe. X) so yeah.

oh. and also because nothing could really piss me off today. hehe. X) so far so good. X)

i was listening to APO kanina. nyaha! X) cute songs. cute cute songs. X)

and congrats to USTE! eeeh.! go uste! hehe. X) amzaing cheerdancing abilities. X) hehe. X) USTE supporter ako. hehe. X) i wonder why. XD

so yes, i just wanted to post about that. X) haha. X)

oh well. oh. and if the person gets to read my previous post, im so dead. oh well. X) hehe. X) at least he know the truth. X) im sorry if i hurt your feelings dude. but. cant keep it anymore. :)

nyak!

toodles.! X)

.bitch is being a jinxx.

2006-09-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

arrrgh!

jinxx is being a bitch. really.

why? because this past 2 days, life has been a bitch. so i returned the 'favor' it was giving me.

yesterday, i got super tired becuase of what we call 'practice' which really wasnt practice. haha! X) cause we are so obedient. practice was the best. haha. X) funny moments with the dancers. especially alyssa and nicole. X) fun fun fun. X) i think when nicole grows up ,she's going to be a gymnast or something. haha. X) oh, this kwento may have mababaw things. mababaw ako eh. X) and not really accurate words. haha. X) anyhoo,things happened like:

nina, alyssa, mina and ashley wanted to play volleyball. so they did. only me and nicole didnt. hehe. so we sat on one side of the court. our convo was like:
me: you should have told me that you were going to wear your chucks. i could have worn mine. X)
nicole: i did! yesterday. haha.X)
me: oh wait. its ok pala na i didnt wear mine.
nicole: [some line i forgot. but its about her writing on my chucks]
me: i think i have a pen right here[i really didnt. X) just bluffing sis.]
nicole: [runs to other side of the court and sits there]

haha. funny. X)

after they played volleyball, nina, ashley, alyssa and nicole started with the tumbling thing. nina wanted to learn ata. me and mina just sat on the floor. haha. X) talking lang. then nicole did a cartwheel.

mina: nicole, ulit!! X)
me: oo nga! circus ito.!

ulit naman si nicole. haha. X) mina and i looked like little kids. X)

aun. after the tumbling things, nina,nicole, ashley and alyssa went to the back side of the gym. kami ni mina, usap lng. haha. X) mga tamad. aun. when i saw nicole, i thought she was going to do a cartwheel pero i thought again na she couldnt cause she'd hit the cabinet of the gym. tapos we didnt mind them na. tpos we heard two "bangs". tapos i looked at sila nicole, i saw nicole on the floor. she was trying to do a headstand pla. grabe. and she hit her knee and elbow. haha. X) she was even laughing. we didnt know if we were going to comfort her or what. haha! everyone was laughing!X) aun. after nun, nicole wanted to do a bridge naman. the one where you dont have to lay/lie down. X)

nicole: jinky, support my back.
me: no, you're just going to fall and hit your head.
nicole: [sees alyssa] alyssa, support my back.
alyssa: why?
nicole: im going to do a bridge.
alyssa: [goes to nicole and supports her back and tummy, somehow
nicole: not like that alyssa, just my back.
alyssa: but you're going to fall.
me: [supports nicole's back] there!
alyssa: okay. [supports nicole's back too.]
nicole: [after she'd done the bridge] ok, let go.
me: are you sure?
nicole: yeah!
me and alyssa: ok. [let go]
nicole: [after 2 seconds] come back. come back!!! i cant come up!

i couldnt help her cause i was laughing so hard! X)

but i still cant change the fact that i got tired. hehe. and i smelled like crap. haha! X) also, yesterday, there was one thing that really ticked me off. really. it sucked really. i cried cause of it.

gawd. dont be so OA. please. and if you dont want anymore, just say it. i dont like playing games with you anymore. im tired already. i go out of my way for you. even stay awake til 12 am just to write you a letter even though i was busy like hell. i always let you hurt me becuase i dont want to lose you. i always try to say the right things because whenever i try to say how i really feel, you get all sad and "martyr-ish" and tell me that you're giving up on me but in the end, you blame it all on me that's why we never work out. you always say that we'll never work out but you still say its my fault. you say that im so insensitive when in fact im always hurt with what you say and i cant realize that. its always my fault even if i've done everything i could. its always my fault even if you're the one who's letting go of me and giving up on the friendship. its always MY FAULT.

well, start thinking.
everytime you say you're letting go of me, dont you think i get hurt?
everytime you say its my fault, dont you think i get hurt?
everytime you say goodbye, dont you think i get hurt?

stop thinking about yourself or about my faults and start thinking about yours. im sacrificing my feelings already just for you. and you cant even realize that. im doing everything i can for the moment and you cant even realize that. and im pretty sure that if you read this, you're going to get mad and stop being my friend.

anyhoo. i wanted to go to the album launch of spongycola since it could really cheer me up. i knew it could. i needed to go. but i didnt. no one was going and i was sure as hell that my parents wont allow me to go nor drive me to Metrowalk. i was just stuck to listening to the live broadcast through the radio. oh well. i had to take what i could. so anyhoo. it did cheer me up. yael is such a funny guy. hehe. i love listening to ~~him~~. errr, them. hehe. X) the armo song. X) cute! X) so yeah. since i loved it soo much, i wanted to record it. but the only thing my dear phone had was a video recorder so i recorded it using that. haha. X) still. dont care. as long as i get to hear his voice and wits every day. so yeah. that cheered me up. X)

that was yesterday. a handful. >.< today sucked big time!

i fought with my mother, cursed my sister and did a tantrum in front of my brother because of my sister. slept thinking that i wouldnt wake up. had no interest whatsoever in doing anything. skipped lunch because i got pissed. got mad at my mother and sister when they tried to wake me up to go to the dentist. but i felt better listening to my recorded yael thing and when i went to mass. X) felt bad because of a big news. felt sad cause of my problem with my bhes. felt angry cause of nothing.

today SUCKED. so much, worse day ever. and since im so babaw, im still regretting not going to the album launch yesterday. sucks.

oh well. life is a bitch. bitch is life.

.hope in love--always.

2006-09-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

Its so hard to be in a stage wherein you recognize what love or crush or infatuation or inspiration or admiration actually mean. like ACTUALLY. When you start liking a person [by a "person",i mean not like a friend or family, i mean like "like like"] and you'll always want to like someone. Its just that at most times, they serve as your inspiration . inspiration like in every single day of your freaking life. When you lost that someone, you lose the inspiration, you feel sad. You'd want to find another person to like--to cling on.

Ms. Portia asked the class to write a poem. in tagalog. And it was by partner--Christine was mine. We had to write about either love, jealousy, gratitude, sadness or something i could not remember. anyhoo. Christine chose to write something about Shaman King--her addiction [X)] anyhoo. we ended up writing about love because i made a deal about christine. we write about love but with no shaman king involve. dude,i was screwed. arrrgh! LOVE! Which sucked really cause i haven't been lucky in that department. Apparently, i was given the "honor" to experience being heart broken evey single freaking day of my life. SUCKS.

So yeah. Then i watced the finale of OTH. I felt so moved i cried. i CRIED! such a baby. But not only becuase my boyfriend jumped into the water to save his uncle and some biatch and risk his life. [Haha. i dont like rachel.X)] But also because of what Brooke said. That there will always be hope in love. and that naley showed them that. there will ALWAYS be hope in love.

♥

.kaboom!.

2006-09-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

hello there. hehe. X) its been a whil since i last posted. why? becuase the computer has been most of the time taken or im busy. so what i did when i wanted to post but couldnt was i wrote on paper what i wanted to post about. haha. X) i hope that made sense. X) oh well. so yeah. i shall start on my next post. X)

.the service.

2006-08-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

aun.

we had practice today. X) hehe. prutti practice. X) saya saya.! i can say na mas productive ngaun kesa noong last na practice. nyaha! X) nakakatuwa.! at nasabi na ni marnie na she is a girl. not a boy. haha.! X) basta. it was fun. X) aun. haha. X) 1-3 ung practice namin. and judith went with us. haha. X) happiness.!X)

aun. and the ride home was soo fun. hehe. sina kuya jow and judith kasi eh. since it was kuya jow's bdae yesterdayyyyy, he made us libre today. haha. X) us being me, judith, kuya[of course!] and the lasallians. hehe. X) ksi and when kuya picked me and judith up,he was also going to pick up la salle. haha. X) so yeah. we ate in jollibee. haha. X) grabe. i went to jollibee like 4 times today ata eh. X) aun. we ordered pizza and drinks lng. haha. X) katuwa. X)

and kuya joe and judith are soooo! arghnes! haha.! judith is making up loveteam ness again. haha. X) as if! judith, whatever. X) aun. and then whenver i say something, they just laugh at me! as in! they said kasi na when i talk, "blurry" daw. haha. X) if ever nagiging blurry ang pagsasalita. X) tsktsk. aun. katuwa sila. hehe. X)

so yeah. that's what happened today. and there's class tomorrow. and mass. sucks. have to wear gala even if its scorching. >.< oh well.

so yeah. kuya! belated happy birthday! X)

toodles! X)

.b-o-r-e-d.

2006-08-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

oh crap.
im so BORED. as in B-O-R-E-D.

i dont know why.

like today, i didnt even want to use the computer cause i felt that i have no use for it. i was going to do nothing with it. then when i tried to soundtrip my butt off, i would just skip all the songs thinking i'd pick the one i liked to listen to. and i didnt like anything. i didnt finish any song in the end. crap.

what good is a phone if you dont have credit? if you dont have signal? if globe is apparently failing on you?

what good is a cam if you cant even smile? if you cant even pose?

what good is ym if no one is even online? if you cant chat with anyone? if it just get all stuck up on you?

i am as bored as hell. but i do not want to go to school tomorrow. i feel sick and bored.

oh yeah. if ever you read my archives, forgive the typos and grammatical errors. i am a person. im not perfect nor am i smart.

i just finished reading the first story of how to deal. and im even too bored to read the next one.

oh yeah. i didnt want to post about whatever happened last friday. its sad and gets me all teary-eyed. besides, its a personal thingy. i donttn have the right to post about it unless the people involve allows me to do so. impossible.

but to joan, thank you. again. :)

erika, thanks for the post-it note. i love your post-its. and i love you making them. and making me feel better. you can see right through me and i love it when you know how i really feel. :) i love it. :)

to people who comforted me when i cried because i was stupid, thank you. darlene, thanks a bunch. :)

to all elizabeth-ans/ians/anians[?], thank you. for caring. love you all. :) i really do. :)

oh yeah. to erika again, thanks for posting the survey. and for posting "save ferris" as your fave band or something. i searched for their songs and i am starting to love "i want you to want me." such a cute song. :)

and to marnie. absent ka! haha! uhm. thanks for letting me listen to "so i thought". i loved it. so i downloaded it and i am listening to it. thank you. :)

uhm. what else. oh. i was watching tv and when i flipped to lifestyle network, st. scho was featured. yeah, if you guys remember the time when people came to video the school and all that. with the girl. yeah, saw it awhile ago. actually, this morning. haha. yeah, i saw the grade 6 people. elisha and dani. haha. and areel. yeah. and some other people. even sr regina and sr catherine. haha. yeah, i took a video of it using my phone. haha. dont know why. haha.

oh. and my blog is getting all pasaway. it doesnt want to republish properly. shucks.so crappy.

uhm yeah. thats about it i guess. i dont know what to post about anymore.

oh, to elizabeth people, what's our homework? :) text me. :)

toodles.:)

.whatever 04.

2006-08-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

there wont be any mtap anymore. haha. X) which is nice really so i dont have to wake up so early in the morning for it. hehe. :) its all good.

but i still have to perform in the ABS. crap. its such a hard dance.! confusing pla. not so hard. just really confusing and fast. X)

oh yeah. i dont think we'll play in the feastday. gosh. have to talk to prutti on monday. just to know. haha.

cant wait for feastday. dont know why. haha. X)

today sucked. really. i'll write it on a adifferent post, different title. X) hehe.

toodles! :)

.surveyness.

2006-08-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

i saw this survey is erika's blogness. so yeah. since im quite bored, i shall answer this before i tell you what happened today. today sucked. REALLY.

name five TV shows that you watch:
>Laguna Beach * =) love stephen.*
>LOST *why are losties so hot? X)*
>One Tree Hill * my boyfriend is in it. guess who he is. haha. im kidding.X) *
>The OC *adam brody is such a cutie, dont worry orange, im done with him. X)*
>Grey's Anatomy *patrick is so hot. i love. =)*

name five websites you visit:
>my bLOg *haha. X)*
>erika's bLog *pink! X)*
>marnie's bLog *love to death. =)*
>macin's bLOg *she's too damn short. XP*
>friednster or myspace, whichever works. *hehe. X)*

name your five best friends:
[five? i dont have five.]
>janelle;bhes *the witCh. haha. kidding bhes. X)*
>nike;precious *belated happee bday.! =)*
>camille;bestie *kuLit eh.! =)*
un lng.XD

name five of your favorite bands:
>spongecola*eeeh.! yaeL. the reaL one, not frOm CPK. haha! X)*
>the veronicas *yes, i will make them count as a band. X)*
>HALE *pwede na. =)*
>bamboo *coool. X)*
>black eyed pease *galing. X)*

name five of your favorite songs:
>when it all falls apart *what do you do when it all falls apart?...*
>heavily broken *i dont know what to do...*
>everything im not * she's everything im not.*
> forver *we wont live forever...*

name four of your favorite games:
>monopoly *haha. money money money...X)*
>bluff *haha! liar liar. haha. =)*
>concentration *saya.!X)*
>solitaire *haha.X)*

name four of your favorite foods:
>♥chocolate *yum yum.! <3 X)*
>chocolate chip cookies *gosh.! love them.! X)*
>pasta *tsalap! X)*
>strawberries *sweetness.! <3*

name four of your favorite stores:
>artwork *cute stuff!*
>kinokuniya *books books books.! X)*
>starbucks *i will count it as a store. they still sell things, you know. X)*
>the converse store in festi *haha. X)*

>name four of your family members:
>dad
>mom
>brother
>sister

i love them all. X) &eharts;

name three of your biggest fears:
>snakes *eeeh!*
>darkness and ghosts *nooo!*
>someone dying *sadness!*

name three of your pet peeves:
>low grades *sucks.*
>getting sick *crap*
>chewed pencil erasers *gosh!*

name three of your favorite animals:
>dogs *cuteness! X)*
>rabbits *awww.!=)*
>the high jumping cat we saw in singapore *so cute.! X)*

name two of your hollywood crushes:
>james lafferty *hotness. X)*
>jared padalecki *cuteness! jared over jensen! X) ♥*

name two of your favorite teahcers:
>mommy mylene *love her. X)*
>mommy arcie *miss her. =)*

name one person you love:
>GOD *X) ♥*

.gloomy.

2006-08-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

goshness.

i feel so sad and gloomy today. i dont really know if its because of the culminating activity thingy. or the togetherness feastday thingy. or how these people make me feel. i dont know. i just feel crappy. which is usually how i feel anyway. but today, this crappy feeling isnt normal. arrgh. im not even making sense.

we lost in the culminating thingy. and gosh were we disappointed. we really were. ive never seen a class so disappointed like how we felt awhile ago. oh well. next time, we'll beat your butts out. X) that was an expression, mind you.

the togetherness feastday. i feel bad for marnie. its just that she worked hard for it. made all the freakin letters because we all thought lioba and elizabeth wanted to be together. and then we found out that they didnt want to be together. after everything was worked out and approved, it was for nothing really. shucks. oh well. we'll just have an effing rocking feastday. X)

marnie said that sr regina only approved for "not rock" music so i dont know if prutti will still play or marnie, dosia and donna will be the only ones to play. this sucks. our first gig might be ruined. shucks.

i dont know how to express my feelings without dropping hints. but i feel so bad it sucks, you know. i mean. if you dont want to tell me, then fine. just dont talk about it when im around. its rude and stupid. how would you feel if i started talking about something you didnt know about and cant relate too. you would just be there, sitting, not talking to anyone. as if you dont exist. it makes you feel like a fool, trying so hard to join in the conversation and be part of the group. i mean, you guys are already together most of the time, so why talk about it when im around??..

and you. haay. i dont even know why i miss you. really. but i do. i miss you a lot.

and to you. haay. what's wrong with you? you act like there's nothing wrong. but you know there is. you should know there is. do i have to like slap you just so you'd figure out? dont you notice anything different?

life sucks right now. it always does anyway. haay. when will i ever get used to it.

.prutti practice.

2006-08-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha.!

today we had our very first prutti practice! haha.! it was fun.! katuwa sila.! haha.! ang laki pa nung bass dun sa studio. haha.! :) katuwa sina marnie.! hehe.!X)

aun. bka on thursday ulit. hihi.X) sana.! haha.!

aun. cge. X) saya.

toodles.! X)

.changed.

2006-08-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

haha. ayan. i changed na my layout. hehe.X)

its all about missing HIM. haha.!X)

who's HIM? i dunno. hehe.X)

toodles. X)

.change of stuffies.

2006-08-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

i will be changing my layout na. hehe. its just that the space for the posts i make are too small eh. hehe. X)

and rather than using multiply, i might just use fotopic because multiply is so slow on me.

toddles.!X)

.happiness.

2006-08-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

eeeehh.! today was such a great day i couldnt sleep unless i posted whatever happened today. haha.!XD

today was PP day. haha. XD

we celebrated eunice, penelope and mina's bday today. hehe.X) aun.

so early morning, i went to learning links cause i thought there was mtap today. haha.X) there wasnt. haha. good thing mina wa already there. and also her driver and ate so i just rode with her. we went to her house. hehe.X) im the first PP to go to ate's house! haha! X) niiiiice. X)

aun. then we watched tv, chatted with liz, looked at you-know-who's effing profile, watched yael's Let's Go episode and more. aun. then by 12 i think we were going to leave na. tita doya kasi still had to work pa kaya mejo late na kami umalis na house. haha.X) aun. the whole ride to atc, i slept! haha!X) wooo.! grbe.! me and ate just slept. hehe.X)

then when we arrived, they were in cpk na. hehe.X) saya saya. ingay namin! haha.! aun. so me, ate and tita doya went to cpk. grabe. the seats they saved for me and ate were on the opposite ends. haha.X) kasi me and ate were like almost always together. so aun. ung PP pinaghiwalay kami. hehe.X) pero magkatapat. haha.X)

katuwa sa cpk. we just arrived and it was like picture time already. haha.X) as in everybody was taking pictures. haha.XD so yeah. the i started taking pictures. hehe. so yeah. then aun. yumyum food! hehe.!XD tsalap tlga.! we ordered BLT pizza, jambalaya pasta and some other pasta i dont know the name of. oh, and hawaiian pizza. i ate the jambalaya pasta, the other pasta i dont know the name of and the BLT pizza. hehe.XD yumyum food.! i love it.! XD

oh. and we saw tropang tae too. hehe.X) dapat kain sila cpk but there were too many people so pancake house na lng daw sila. haha.!X) i saw wena.! eeeh.! i miss her.!!X)

aun. PP! goshness! kau tlga.! pauso.! lalo ka na ate mina....!!!!!!! eeeh.!XD mga pauso kau.!! haha.!XD masama kau...! haha.! aun.

there was this waiter person kasi. and he kinda looked like yael pero at first, it was only me and ate who recognized. actually, ate was the first eh. some time last month, she went to cpk tpos she texted me na the waiter looked like yael. then today. i saw na the waiter. and gosh, he looks like yael. haha.!XD aun. so kami lng ni mina nagkakaintindihan. and the waiter who looked like yael was the one serving us! my gulay...!!! so mina and i started laughing! lalo na ako.! then the other PP members didnt understand.! haha.!XD then aun. mina started telling everybody.! i mean PP.!X) woooo.!X) they started teasing me. lalo na si ina.! when we were going out na, the yael waiter was cleaning a table na we were going to pass by and ina bumped me and i almost tripped. if ever i did, i would fall on the yael waiter. wooo.! pauso kasi kau.! grbe.! ang sama nyo.!!! haha.!X) as in.! ang ingay nyo.! pati si tita doya sinasama nyo.!!! haha.!X) pauso.!! haha.!X) pero kamukha tlga ni yael.! haha.!X)

aun. after eating, we went to the cinemas. we tried to catch the click pero we were too late so we just got tickets for my super ex gf. haha.X) oh yeah, we saw coleen on the way. well, they did. hehe.X) so yeah. nuod kami. hehe.! ang cute nung movie.! haha.!X) eeeh.! katuwa.!XD si bianca, ang cute katabi. haha.!XD in some scenes, she would close her eyes. hehe.X) basta. hehe.X) oh yeah, and i am looking forward to watching the reaping and john tucker must die. sophoa bush is in john tucker mus die. and jesse metcalfe too. haha.X) looks cute.XD he should die.X) haha.!XD

aun. so after watching the movie, we went to picture city to take our pictures. hehe.X) the photog was the same guy who took our picture when some PP went to atc for ate tangkad's bday. haha.!XD kulit eh.! whe we saw the guy, we were like, "ikaw na naman?!" haha.!XD aun. picture picture.XD haha.!

after that, some went to btic. hehe.!XD mina and i went to starbucks. hehe.XD dapat libre ko si dosia pero she didnt want na so i just made ate libre. haha.XD and we saw this guy. and he looked like....eeeh.!XD haha.! yes, that's the name.! eeeh.!XD haha.!XD cute.!XD aun. hehe.!XD

aun. tpos we met up with them na. and then we went to timezone! hehe.! pero as usual, mina and i passed by gift factory. hehe.XD ate bought a gift for pene and eunice. hehe.! tpos we went to timezone! hehe.!XD and cute.! saya saya.! haha.!XD

then aun. we went to get the pictures. hehe.!XD and then, kulang ung pics na binigay nila kaya we had to wait for them to print new ones. hehe.!XD while waiting, we just kept taking pictures.! haha.! we are so vain.! especially me and ina.! my goshness.!X) haha.! grabe.! haha.!XD ang cute.! haha.! after we got the pics, bianca went home na. then ate mina, then ate tangkad. hehe.!XD aun. tpos i left na.!XD hehe.!XD

so that was PP day.!X) so fun fun fun! and this i say we were COMPLETE??? as in 13 of us. we were ALL there. so fun tlga.!! i lvoe them so much.! X)

about the pictures, i wil make a multiply so that i can put all the pictures there. hehe.!X) alrighty. :)

have to make multiply pa and install the motorola thingy. X)

toodles.!

i love PP.!X)

.whatever 03.

2006-08-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

haha.! i just finished watching the Let's Go episode of dearest yaelash. haha. XD nakakatuwa sya umarte! haha! ang cute.! that's why i love him eh.! haha.! if only.! nyahaha.!XD nakakatuwa.! waaaa! i shall rewatch it! nyahaha! XD i love yaelash. haha! ang cute tlga.!XD eeh.! katuwa.! haha! i love, i love.X) nyaha.!

sana ako na lng ung bangs. haha. tpos yes na kaagad. nyahaha.! pauso eh.!X)

anyhoo. i am tired like hell. and im sick too. i feel crappy. and today was not a very good day. you want to know why? kahit na ayaw mo, basahin mo pa rin. X) i have a freakin effing sore throat. yeah, i really do. and i have effing colds which make my nose so painful and effing clogged up i cant breathe properly. this sucks. big time.

crap.

and my sore throat is worse now. arrgh. i had to shout so much today. arrgh. especially practice time. kasi we had to teach the class the part of the dance and i couldnt get their attention so i had to shout and all. so yeah, but they didnt know i had a sore throat. so i still love them. X)

my colds are effing icky and cloggy and makes my nose feel like crap. arrgh. like every 2 seconds i have to sniff-sniff. its so icky.

then i had practice for the ABS dance today and practice for the culminating activity of the class today. arrgh. effing hard. and i still have to make the steps of the singkil people. our dance pa. marnie has the song kasi so yeah. this is rare but i do wish there was school on monday, we need the time for practice its not even funny. crap.

and i think if this gets worse, i wont be able to go with pamilyang pergs to atc tomorrow. which sucks. because everyone is going. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. and this rarely happens. crap. i need to feel better. in 11 hours.

oh. and there's something with the people around. just really something wrong. to the both of you, just leave it already. to you 3 or 4 or how many whatever, stop talking about the two of them. just talk to them seriously. like serious talaga. just so they understand whats wrong. ok. please. for all of our sakes. :) dont make others feel so op alright.

guys, lets fix this thing already.

and to you, im not mad or anything. its to hard. just disappointed. so yeah.

i am just going to watch the Let's Go epi of yael again. just to feel better. i love him. X)

toddles.:)

.niiiiice.

2006-08-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

haha. i was absent today. i was not feeling well so i didnt go to school. i was tired of studying eh. hehe. :) mom was nice enough to consider. i needed a break from all the studying and lectures after midnight-studying for 2 days because of the exams. i sucked in the exams, still. oh well. life sucks for me.

i went to the studio yesterday. which was kinda funny really. cause i told marnie that i was going to the studio. and she said she was too. but she didnt ride with me na. hehe. aun. so yeah, joan was with her. and they left the school earlier. hehe. so they arrived nexphase earlier, duh. so yeah. so when i got to nexphase, she wasnt there na! but i didnt know that she passed by na. i even thought i was there earlier. haha! X) so yeah. i asked ate leah and she told me na marnie was just there. like 2 minutes ago. even sir joel said so. haha. wla lng. katuwa kasi we were suppose to meet up there. hehe. 2 minutes na pagkakaiba. haha. aun.

tpos my other servicemates went to mcdo and judith and i just ate in jolibee. hehe. but i wanted to go to mcdo. pero aun. so after some time, kuya joel and the van was in paseo. hehe. we were not going to la salle with kuya so we waited sa paseo. hehe. then ariel came! weeee! hehe. i was waiting or him kasi. aun.X) i got to talk to him. and he was nice enough to tell me na he was going to help me! wee.! X) happines so yeah. tapos aun. we went home. hehe! X)

tuloy na practice ng prutti on tuesday??? i hope soooooo!! happiness!

oh yeah, and dad's going home. i love him. X)

good night and toddles. X)

.whatever 02.

2006-08-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

joan... i love you! haha! :) dont feel so insecure. there's nothing to be insecure about naman eh :) smile and be happy. :) and she is this close to pissing my head off. X)

marnie... i went to paseo 2 minutes after you left. then i heard you went to mcdo! and my servicemates were there. haha! anyhoo, i have news for you guys. errm. i meant gals. :)

people of the universe and of st scho and of st elizabeth, i will call you guys not because you are guys but because gals is just weird. and schoolmates and classmates too. and girls--makes me sound old. hehe. so dont be so weird when i call you guys. its a natural thing. :)

ate mina... happy birthday! tomorrow! haha! :) you are so old. haha. i know, im older than you but i just want to call you ate. haha. and JARED OVER JENSEN anytime. jared always has hair even if i use his pic for my ym avatar. :) love you ate! haha! :)

oh yeah. and please sign this petition http://www.ceasefirecampaign.org its for the fighting in Lebanon and Israel to stop. people are dying. lots of them. by the minute. let's stop this. :) lets have world peace. :)

JARED OVER JENSEN! toodles and good night. :)

.lighter notes.

2006-08-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

on the happier side...

exams are done!!!

weeeeee!!!im so happy! ahhh! but im still scared for the results. especially in math, science, english, filipino, health, social studies, cle, computer, per dev, arts and pe. haha. so yeah. XD

toodles. :)

.letter to my almost baby brother.

2006-08-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

this letter/note is for my almost baby brother, isaiah. ♥

dear isaiah,

how are you? i heard your name was randolph anthony. yeah, i read it from my sister's blog who i think found out from mom who found out from your mother's sister. yeah. i miss you and your cuteness. i miss the minutes you cried cause you wanted someone to carry you and i wouldnt cause i didnt know how. i apologize. i wanted to but you might get hurt or something. anyway, you are still my little isaiah. you will always be. and make sure to visit us when you grow up. i think i'll be seeing you when i go to pampanga. i hope so. and i hope you grow up to be a fine man. :) and please, take care of your kids, if ever you wont be a priest. we love you all the same. and we all miss you.:)

take care my almost baby brother. :) ♥

.get a life.

2006-08-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh gosssssshhhhh! i hate this effie person. yes.

so EFFIE!!!! arrrgh!

dude, get a freakin effing life. stop copying other people because it doesnt work. and stop lying you effie person. yes, we know you were just effing lying because things you say arent possible. and stop getting pictures of other people and pretending they're yours. the trick doesnt work. even if you get the pictures where the face of the person aint seen. they just dont because people arent that stupid. even if the picture was the back of the person or whatever side it was taken, people know it aint you. duh! aaarrrghhh! and stop doing what others are doing! my captions are my captions. others captions and others captions. not yours. i know im judging you blah blah. but its just effing known. so known. so predictable. so YOU. haha. ok, so im mean. deal with it. just stop effing copying!!! you lying effie person.

crap. get a life dude.

>.<

and just so you know, i love the veronicas because i love their songs. not because others love them.

.good news at last.

2006-08-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

good news at last! eeeh.! im soooo happy.

post about it some other time. gotta study.XD

toodles!XD

.exams na.

2006-08-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

gosh.! exams na on monday!

pray for me. sunday is lock-my-door-and-study-forever day!

haha.!XD

pray for me ha. :)

.too much.

2006-08-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

waaaa! grabe!

i am one of those who will perform in St. Scho Manila for the ABS program thingy.

crap.! ack! dami ko ng extra curricular! eeeh.!

the ABS thing is on sept 15 pero we need to start practice kaagad na tlga. so that just means i'll be skipping so much classes. my grades will go down the drain. aack.! aun. cause we had an audition and at first, i didnt want to join cause my grades will go down. pero i got in somehow after dancing like crap.!

eeeh.! and they measured na nga kanina so there's no way to escape. unless mom says no. haha.!XD or ms fritzie says i cant. or if i get a serious illness. XD

tapos i have to join this MTAP thingy. which is like this training thingy in math. crap. im so bad at math! aun. which will be every saturday in learning links.

oh yeah. and im in a band. haha. maniwala ka! haha! pruttitututs is the name. haha! cuteness noh! so yeah. im their bassist. haha! and we're playing DAW. on our feast day. CRAP. our feast day is on sept 14. crap. ABS thingy is on 15. CRAP. what if they dont let me join the feast day for practice? CRAP! ayoko!!!! gusto ko mag feast day!!!! eeeeh.! naman! goshness!

tapos for the culminating activity daw of Buwan ng Wika, dance club might dance.

tpos. there's this contest thingy. whichever section wins, will perform in the culminating activity of Buwan ng Wika.

so yeah. i have a band and we're playing on our feast day. im part of the ABS dance. im one of the MTAP people. im a member of the dance club. and the presentation of st. elizabeth if ever we get chosen.

im practically dead. good luck to me. :) i love you.

.cram time.

2006-08-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

exams na on monday.! crap!

aaaaaah.!

so yeah. its cram time.!

why? cause i dont want to study this weekend. hehe.!

im so dead. EXAMS na!

scholasticans ng westgrove.XD study na kau! hehe.!XD

.another lovely baby.

2006-08-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

last saturday. we got a new baby. no, my mother did not get pregnant.XD

some anal [excuse the word anal.XD] mother left her baby somewhere blah blah. so we took care of him. he is so cute. so small. so noisy. hehe. cute noisy, mind you. so cute tlga. so i thought i was going to have a baby brother. which was going to be so cool even though we'll have a 13-year age gap. hehe.

but i wasnt going to have a baby brother.:( we were going to give him to a couple, who for 20 years[ i think] have been wanting a baby. so yeah. pero i think i'll still be able to see him acuse we are going to give him to the sister of my autnie who married my tito who is the brother of my mom. haha. so yeah. we are giving him to my auntie's sister, in short. so yeah. haha. i might see him again.

we kind of named him isaiah. ♥ it is such a lovely name. ♥ and he is such a lovely baby. :)

i love him.

.whatever 01.

2006-08-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

this is my first post with no real t0pic. kalat thoughts ko eh. hehe. wla lng.XD

today was ok lng. marnie is so funny, as usual. kanina,we were in the computer room tapos she told me na she updated her blog na tapos si erika naka-bold daw sya dun. haha. kulit eh! what she meant was that erika's name was in bold daw. haha. katuwa!XD pauso kasi! basta. natuwa ako dun.!XD

oh! and its eunice's birthday today! happeeeee birthdaaaayyyy eeeeuuuunniiiiccceeee! haha.! eeeh.! katuwa eh.!XD haha.!XD

oh yeah. yesterday, i almost got hit by a van. haha.! si aui kasi eh.! haha. turo daw ba si aui. pero totoo. i almost got hit. hehe. kausap ko kasi si aui nun. tpos may van. tpos nagturn sya kung san kami naguusap. haha. akala ko naman di aabot sakin so andun lng ako sa place ko. tapos aun. muntik na! haha.! hinila tuloy ako ni aui. haha!

tpos today naman. tinulak nya ako! haha.! ung babaeng un tlga! kasi andun ulit ako sa road tpos aun. sabi niya siga ko daw. tpos tinulak nya ako sa gitna. haha.! baaaddd eh.! haha.!XD eeeh.!XD

just finished another book, can you keep a secret? waaaa.! erika treñas!!!! you are making me a book worm!!! not good.!! haha.!XD you're making me read so much boks, im becoming a book worm every minute. haha!XD eeeh.!XD

oh. last saturday. my hand got ipit sa door sa van! haha.! eeh.! sakit pare! haha.!XD eeh.! ayan tuloy.!

oh! and i have the comment thingy na. so people reading my useless blog, magcomment kau.XD

so yeah. going to think muna of more things to post. hehe.! but for now, toodles!

.sir gene.

2006-08-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

wooo.! sir gene.!! eeh.!

haha.! kaninang lit time. we had a quiz. and between those quizzes, sir gene was so anu.! prang anu eh.! adik.! haha.!XD

he is sexy daw.! haha.! and that we will envy his wife daw! haha.! nakakatuwa.! quiz pero ang ingay namin.! puro tawa.! haha.!

wont add details na kasi. wla lng.! kasi nitatamad ako.!

pero all i can say is...

sir gene may not be sexy. but he can be crazy.XD haha!XD

.tests.

2006-08-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

eeeeh.! my goshness! yeah. so.

we had like 2 tests kanina. 1 long test in social studies and one just-a-regular test in grammar.

but they were so freakin hard! and, like our sched was so not nice kasi after lunch is grammar and after grammar is social studies. which meant that i had less time to actually study! crap.

anyhoo. i got all scared cause ina said that like only 5 passed in grammar. which scares the hell out of me because it was only a quiz. and if people actually fail the quiz, then think what would happen in long tests. crap. my life ends right there. oh! hindi pa pala. cause we still have social afterwards. the test was looooonnng. by the time i finished,my hands were in pain. haha. ok. exaaaagggeee un. pero it was long. my goshness!

i think im going to fail both. and then, im going to fail in 1st quarter. then, my life would be over. crap.

pray for me. i love you. hehe.:)

.bloggers.

2006-08-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

what is happening to the blogger world??? haha.! eeh.!XD

went blog hopping kanina. people barely update their blogs. hehe.! i know, you guys also have a life. haha.! just got bored eh.! almost all the blogs are not updated! eeh.!XD

haha.! reklamo eh.! haha.!XD baaaddd.!XD haha.!XD so yeah.

ina/macin is on blog leave. why? for exams DAW.

crap. exams are getting nearer by the second.
crap. i have not prepared any reviewer.
crap. i dont want to make a reviewer.
crap. i am going to fail.
crap. im going to be punished.
crap. im so going to cry.
crap. im so not serious on my studies anymore.
crap. studying makes my brain ache. [yes,it actually aches.XD]
crap. life sucks.

anyhoo.

life is crappy.

maybe i should be on blog leave...

oh well. i'll think about it. haha.!XD eeh.!XD

.debate.

2006-08-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

wooo.! we had a freakin debate kanina. yeah. a freakin debate on whether SONA should be in Filipino or English. i was in the Filipino side. Hehe. which is the side i wanted to be in naman talaga. Hehe.

aun. my goshness! sooper scary if you're like the one arguing. or so i thought. hehe.XD

yeah. so ms. portia divided us last thursday [i think] by class number. and by set. so yeah.

then we had to brainstorm. then today. woo.! debate day! haha!XD my gulay! ms portia chose aui's group for the english side. they were like "wag si marnie!" then ms portia said, "class number 17!" which was coincidentally marnie's class number! haha! XD eeeh.! and marnie being called meant i was called cause i was in her in the set! my goshness! XD i felt sooper cold talaga. i dont know why peroall of a sudden, i felt so cold! pati si eunice and bianx. haha! XD

aun. so we defended and all. it wasnt so scary kasi the audience also had something to say eh. so yeah. it was fun naman. haha! eeh.!XD

but i dont want to have another debate again. hehe. stress! haha!XD stress eh.! nyaks.!XD

.my chucks.

2006-07-31T19:10:00.000+08:00

waaa! woo.!

haha.!XD

aun.! my chucks.! waaa! we went to school in almost civillian clothes today because of brain gym. some seminar thing to enhance your brain. haha! anywa,i wore my pink chucks today. hehe.

aun. when lunch time came, i was with nicole and the others and aui said that if we write on our chucks, they cant be erased. so i tried writing i love you on nicole's chucks. at first, she didnt notic but then the others told her so i got to only write I. haha! and then nicole wrote on mine! haha! on both shoes, mind you! haha.! she wrote a heart on the right and a star,which doesnt really look like a star, on the left.

haha.! so now my pink chucks have written stuffs on them. haha.! oh well! hope mom doesnt mind. i 'll ust have to cry to her and say im really sorry. which i am. hehe. kidding.! i wont cry naman if i dotn need to. XD

haha!

lesson today. dont wear your chucks if nicole or aui's around. XD

toodles!:)

.Jesus Christ.

2006-07-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

okay. i posted about Jesus kanina and him having relatives. so this post is going to be a serious one. and very confusing because i seem to be debating against myself. i crazy.

so now i am starting to confuse my self all over again. this happened na eh. this confusing-my-self thing. it happened in vietnam na.

why? because of a book. the jesus papers.

if i read it correctly, it is about Jesus not really being the Son of God. the book made it seem that this Jesus person was not really the Messiah. he was just this person who knew how to go to the other life and come back to the real life.

and that he didnt really resurrect. prang ganun. it was as if he was alive all along.

and after reading my sister's blog and angels and demons, i just felt that what if there really isnt any God or Jesus. what if the oldest people ever in the history of old people just made God up so that for all the things that they couldnt explain, they could blame God for it. they could just be like, "only God knows" or something like that. confusing things.

oh well. maybe its just like a test of faith.

and maybe, im failing that test cause im doubting God.

.avalon high.

2006-07-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

eeeh! i am reading a book called avalon high. it looks nice. it seems nice. im only half way through and may parts na kinikilig ako. hihi. naks! wooo! its like about this people in annapolis who seems to be people from the past. and its as if they already met like in a past life or something. haha. dunno the real story pa. haha. borrowed it from erika eh. eeeh! thanks jerusalem. :)

what if there was a king arthur really? like until today. or his relatives or something.

just like Christ. they say he has relatives a kids. so what if?

that would be coooool right. haha. oh well. i am blabbering again and again. :)

.hate her...more.

2006-07-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

gosh!

i hate this girl! as in! crap talaga sya! syet!

grabe! kainis! woo!

basta! prang super bitter nya sa ex nya! she's like calling him names and all! parang anu!

but when they were together, all she could think about was her boyfriend! grabe!

woo!

kainis talga!

i think she only said yes to her ex just to cover up her feelings for her crush! pauso pa sya! pretends pa na she doesnt like her crush! pauso!

pahiya lng sya kasi ung crush nya may mhal na iba! haha! wooo!
grabe ah! prang anu! pauso!

>.<

.marnieness,mommy dosia, mahal ko and ate.

2006-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

wooo!

marnieness,mommy, mahal ko and ate.

thank you! sa inyong apat! kasi napasaya nyo talaga ako! eeh! basta napasaya nyo talaga ko!

thank you! marnie! wooo! dun sa group! thanks talaga! natatawa talaga ako sau! eeeh! katuwa! aun. tapos nung after ko umiyak ,sabi mo "jinky! mukha kang sadako!" haha! grabe! natawa ako dun ah! thank you sa pagpapatawa! :) haha! aun! sorry di kita na-comfort kanina. aun. sorryness!:)

marnie. i actually admire you for being who you are. basta masaya kasi eh! hehe.:)

aun. tapos kay mommy! yeah! mommy! i love you mommy dosia! thank you! for always being there. and no, you're not flat-chested so don't worry about it! haha! tsaka dont worry about what others say. if you feel good, then you look good. i actually admire you for being ever so confident. and i know you love me! :)

haha! sorry din kanina. couldnt comfort you cause i was having my own crybaby session. :)

MAHAL KO! yeah! thank you. for always being there kahit na ibang section ka last year. you were there when i needed you. thank you for being my shoulder to cry on.:) thank you for being so nice and loving and caring. a great friend i would never want to lose. :)

sorry rin. kasi i know you cried. di kita nacomfort kahit na you were so near cause as i have said, i was having my own crybaby session. :) sorry.

i love you because you are you. you are not afraid of being you and being confident and that is why i look up to you. you are never too shy about anything.:)

ate! eeh! yeah. thank you! for being my ate. and for making kwento about you-know-who. thank you.alam mo na naman kung bakit diba. :)

to you 4, i love you! hehe!:)

marnie, im sure naninibago ka sa pagrinig na i love you pero ganun eh. haha! basta. sa lahat ng times na malungkot ako, kaw nagpapasaya kahit di mo alam.:) mahal ko, mommy and ate. aun. siguro sanay na kau na marinig na sinasabi ko na mahal ko kau.

I LOVE YOU ALL.:)

.drama queen.

2006-07-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

wooo!

it was our recollection a while ago. so yeah.

okay lng naman,at first.

we had to group ourselves, and we named our group the prettyness group. haha!

it was fun naman.

until i started crying!

crap!!!! i cried like hell! i cried like a little girl who lost her mommy! my gulay!embarrasing kaya!some people were like, "look oh! jinky's crying."

crap.

kasi naman eh!

it all started when we were asked to choose 4 very important people in our lives. and i chose well. my dad, my mom, my sister and my bhes.

crap! if i knew we had to share, i wouldnt have written those stuffs. aarrrgh!

so yeah, i shared with my group. saya pa naman nung group. my groupmates were hana, darlene, erika, madel, SIL and marnie. tpos aun. hana was first, then darlene. then erika. erika was the first to cry pero her cry wasnt really that bad. she cried pero like a normal grown up would. aun. tpos it was marnie's turn na. aun. marnie was acting pa na parang sad sya. pero natatawa naman kami! katuwa talaga un. aun. after nya was SIL. ahh. aun. okay naman. tpos 'twas my turn na. syet! i havent started pero i was crying na! grbe! kahiya tlga cause i was the only one crying in the group and possibly the only one crying [in the class] at that time! syet! kahiya un noh! so yeah. i tried, in between sobs, to share. and fortunately, natapos ako. madel's turn. aun. then, as a group, we had to tally down the people we wrote. and it was okay naman. [and becuase of the crying,we changed our name to dramaticness. of course, dont forget the ness!] but when marnie and darlene explained na, i started crying again! like crap! syet tlga! kasi people saw me crying tapos si liz ata un, she was like, "look oh! si jinky!"

i was like. crap. aun. grabe! even ms. portia and sr delia and sr mary frances[our facilitator] noticed!

wooo! that was so crappy. i just dont like to be seen so vulnerable like that eh. woo! aun. i tried so hard to stop crying, as in i started laughing pero ayaw pa rin! so aun. after sharing, we had to do this prayer thingy and sr mary frances said some things na i couldnt understand na cause i was still freakin' crying! as in i didnt get to do the prayer thingy properly kasi i was sobbing like hell. i had to move back pa nga pero i dont disturb SIL, who was beside me, not crying, mind you. ms portia was just theer. so very nicey of her. :)

grabe! i sobbed like crap talaga! as in! kahiya talaga un! i was like a little baby! woo!

aun. tapos the prayer thingy finished na, after like 15 minutes ata, and yet, i was still crying! tapos sr. mary frances was like, if you want to hug those who are crying you may do so blah blah. loving people went to me. pero i couldnt see them. haha. i was tucked in talaga. even my pants,in the knee part, were wet. kainis. puro tears!

kahiya talaga!

aun! lunch was after that so i had to stop crying na. aun. tapos people hugged me. baet baet. tapos aun. told P.P. na susunod na lang ako cause i wanted to stay sa AVR first. and cry and fix myself. aun. almost everyone left na. me, the two sisters and aui were left. kulit kasi ni aui. told her to leave na, ayaw! so aun. i left the AVR na. with a freakin red clogged nose and eyes that look like hell. woo!

when i got down, grabe! news spreads like air pala! haha! ok,i dont know the saying. blah blah. anyhoo. as i was saying, when i got down na, by the TLE room, people were like, "you cried? why?" or, "why are you crying?". grabe.

aun. i went to the pergola kasi P.P. were there. tapos aun. the lioban P.P. were playing pepsi cola. i just watched them kasi i didnt want to eat naman. aun. natawa ako sa paglaro ng pepsi cola. haha. sina anne at ate kasi eh. tapos si ina. prang anu! haha! katuwa! hehe.

aun. kaya aun.

i thought the crying would stop there. pero hindi pa rin. grabe!

we had this activity where in we had to write something positive about our classmates. aun. nicey nice people of the universe.

after that, another activity came up and we had to give some person/ people a candle to say we're sorry. i gave sab and erika. guys, i am freakin sorry, esp. to jerusalem. SORRY! aun. then, we had to give some one another candle to say "can we be friends?" so i gave alyanna. hehe. almost everyone did.

oh! before i forget, a miracle happened! liz and sab are friends na! see what recos can do! haha! so yeah. friends na ulit sila. happiness!

aun. anyhoo. so yeah. then sr mary frances asked the officers to say a few words to the class. tapos aun. si julia, nakisali na rin dun. tapos aun. and she asked who wanted to say something daw. tapos joana went first. she cried. grabe! MAHAL KO! wag ka na iyak! woo! aun. tapos i went next. i just thanked them. because. becuase they make me feel happier. hehe. they know naman why eh. long message. to all my classmates, thank you ulit. thanks for the love and care. you guys know i love you naman eh. :) woo! aun. when i said my message, i cried na naman. grabe! kahiya tlaga un! wooo!

my gulay! i cried my heart out in this reco. grabe!

anyhoo. i know this is a looong post. pero deal with it. you're in my blog. haha.

may happiness din sa reco. haha! woo! we had a 1-hour lunch break. so we kinda finsihed early, so we went up na for soundtrip lng. and so, people started dancing! eeeh! haha! MAHAL KO AND MOMMY! woo! MARNIENESS!!! haha! eeeh!XD katuwa kau! i love you!!! pinapasaya nyo ako! haha! XD aun. tapos nagbrown out! haha! habang sumasayaw sina MOMMY! haha! woooo! prang anu eh! pero masaya!

haha!

all in all. i am loving my section more and more each day. i love them na. kahit na at first, i thought impossible. hindi pala. kaya ngaun, mahal ko na sila. :)

.birthday boy.

2006-07-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

it is meeee brother's birthday!!!!!!!!

eeeeh! 12 years old! my gulay! he is freakin growing fast!

it means im growing fast too! waaa! haha!

anyhoo. he got a phone. as i have said. hihi.

happy birthday dear brother! haha!:)

.new cellphones.

2006-07-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

waaaa!

my brother and my sister have new phones! eeeh.! haha! :)

ang cute! flippy toppyness ung mga phones nila! haha! :) woo.!

aun. since my sister's phone got stolen, mom bought her a new phone! eeeh! samsung.! woo!:) she also bought my brother a phone cause it is his birthday tomorrow!

eeeh! happy birthday brother! haha! :) his phone is a flip top but there isnt any camera. nor infrared. its really for my brother since he doesnt really like phones. he likes his gameboy pa ata eh! haha!:)

so yeah. mom is still waiting for my decision if i am willing to give my phone up for a razr v3x. woo!

tough decision. i want a new phone pero i dont want to erase my stuffs in my old phone.

fcuk! i dont know!!!

what do you guys think? change or stay with the same freakin phone?

arrrgh!

crap!

.new student.

2006-07-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

weee!:)

we have a new student!:)

naks!

haha!

her name is Alyana and she's from italy.

haha!

coolness nga eh! she can speak english, spanish and italian and understand filipino and a bit of french.

tapos kanina, i was helping her with math. so funny! haha! kasi factoring topic so i asked her to dived 46 and 7. woo! katuwa! she computed in spanish ata so i was like. what?? there were words kasi na i didnt understand eh. natatawa tuloy kami habang nagma-math! good thing ms mel didnt get mad. haha! :) eeeh.!:)

.the hell with you.

2006-07-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

this effie person.

stupid effie person who we suspect to steal my sister's phone freakin blamed me!

actually. it's quite obvious she stole it!

the hell with her!

why would i ever be stupid enough to steal MY SISTER'S PHONE?

you are such a fcukin stupid a**hole!

even though me and my sister fight like cats and dogs, I WOULD NEVER EVER FREAKIN STEAL HER DAMN PHONE, IDIOT!

besides, it has no use to me.

it's a stupid piece of junk!

well, to me.

it's so hard to use. and the keypad is like hell. it takes me forever to text someone!>.<

fcuk you!!!!!>.<

.no classes.

2006-07-25T14:22:00.000+08:00

weee! i have no classes today.! bwahaha!

so now i have a 4 day weekend.! haha.!

im sure tomorrow there's school na cause right now, it's bright and sunny!:)

haha!

anyhow. i am bored. and i still need to do my blog skin so...

toodles!

:)

.confused.

2006-07-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

whoa! making my own skin is soooo hard! so right now, im going to use this skin until i make my own. haha! good luck to me!

oh! and there are no classes today! weeee!:)

so im here at home. just using the net.

and now mom wants me to fix my room. sometimes,i just wish she stayed in vietnam. haha!

oh well. life sucks anyway.

:)

.what?!.

2006-07-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday was such a f*cking day.

i mean. fcuk.

my sister lives in manila na since she's in college. and we all know that there's a big chance that you get robbed in manila. and even die if you dont give your money or phone or whatever. so my sister takes GREAT care of her things. like really.

so how the hell could someone steal her money and phone in OUR OWN FREAKIN' HOUSE?!

fcuk. i cant believe someone would actually do that.

and to think that stupid person did it like between 12 to 3 am.

here's the story [i'll keep it short so you'd understand.]

my sister told me na she was going to use the computer after i use it. and that she'll take a nap first. she alarmed her phone at around 11.15. she didnt hear it so she just slept all through out. tpos she woke up at around 4am daw and she couldnt find her phone so she thought that like, it fell or something so she slept again. when she woke up, she tried looking for it. but it really wasnt there. so aun. she started packing her things cause she was going to ust. she checked her wallet and her freakin' money was gone! so there. i woke up and helped her look for it. even her prepaid load was gone. some stupid person even got her prepaid.

fuck.

some stupid inside person freakin stole her things!

whoever you are bitch, give my sister's things back.

no one messes with my sister but me. me you understand!

fcuk you.

>.<

.first post.

2006-07-15T13:33:00.000+08:00

yeah! wooo.! new blog for me! nyaha! i have made so much blogs! never kept them cause i have one in friendster na... but since i want a new one. i made a new one! haha! blah.! so this is my first post. i have to go and look for a nice skin. haha! and i have to make a cbox! haha!

toodles! nyaha!

#&*jinxx*;;

.im sooo back.

..im seeing grey.

..st frideswida.

..im back. :D

.so close to the end.

.uhm.

.family day.

.update.

.jeico.

.employee's day.

.at last.

.concert;sponge cola;love.

.dont be so insensitive.

.my ever so tiring weekend.

.back to school is so not cool.

.expanders.

.start of my day.

.we're all the same.

.stars is looove <3333.

.the prestige.

.sleepover.

.weee! :)).

.football-y.

.exams--01.

.spongy and hale.

.i miss my coumputer--part 3.

.field trip.

.i miss you, my computer--part 2.

.i miss you, my computer--part 1.

.my week.

.surveyness again.

.confe.

.one second.

.friday is THE day.

.disappointed.

.scared to death.

.surveyness again.

.cooooler.

.bitch is being a jinxx.

.hope in love--always.

.kaboom!.

.the service.

.b-o-r-e-d.

.whatever 04.

.surveyness.

.gloomy.

.prutti practice.

.changed.

.change of stuffies.

.happiness.

.whatever 03.

.niiiiice.

.whatever 02.

.lighter notes.

.letter to my almost baby brother.

.get a life.

.good news at last.

.exams na.

.too much.

.cram time.

.another lovely baby.

.whatever 01.

.sir gene.

.tests.

.bloggers.

.debate.

.my chucks.

.Jesus Christ.

.avalon high.

.hate her...more.

.marnieness,mommy dosia, mahal ko and ate.

.drama queen.

.birthday boy.

.new cellphones.

.new student.

.the hell with you.

.no classes.

.confused.

.what?!.

#&jinxx;;