Friday, July 28, 2006
wooo!
it was our recollection a while ago. so yeah.
okay lng naman,at first.
we had to group ourselves, and we named our group the prettyness group. haha!
it was fun naman.
until i started crying!
crap!!!! i cried like hell! i cried like a little girl who lost her mommy! my gulay!embarrasing kaya!some people were like, "look oh! jinky's crying."
crap.
kasi naman eh!
it all started when we were asked to choose 4 very important people in our lives. and i chose well. my dad, my mom, my sister and my bhes.
crap! if i knew we had to share, i wouldnt have written those stuffs. aarrrgh!
so yeah, i shared with my group. saya pa naman nung group. my groupmates were hana, darlene, erika, madel, SIL and marnie. tpos aun. hana was first, then darlene. then erika. erika was the first to cry pero her cry wasnt really that bad. she cried pero like a normal grown up would. aun. tpos it was marnie's turn na. aun. marnie was acting pa na parang sad sya. pero natatawa naman kami! katuwa talaga un. aun. after nya was SIL. ahh. aun. okay naman. tpos 'twas my turn na. syet! i havent started pero i was crying na! grbe! kahiya tlga cause i was the only one crying in the group and possibly the only one crying [in the class] at that time! syet! kahiya un noh! so yeah. i tried, in between sobs, to share. and fortunately, natapos ako. madel's turn. aun. then, as a group, we had to tally down the people we wrote. and it was okay naman. [and becuase of the crying,we changed our name to dramaticness. of course, dont forget the ness!] but when marnie and darlene explained na, i started crying again! like crap! syet tlga! kasi people saw me crying tapos si liz ata un, she was like, "look oh! si jinky!"
i was like. crap. aun. grabe! even ms. portia and sr delia and sr mary frances[our facilitator] noticed!
wooo! that was so crappy. i just dont like to be seen so vulnerable like that eh. woo! aun. i tried so hard to stop crying, as in i started laughing pero ayaw pa rin! so aun. after sharing, we had to do this prayer thingy and sr mary frances said some things na i couldnt understand na cause i was still freakin' crying! as in i didnt get to do the prayer thingy properly kasi i was sobbing like hell. i had to move back pa nga pero i dont disturb SIL, who was beside me, not crying, mind you. ms portia was just theer. so very nicey of her. :)
grabe! i sobbed like crap talaga! as in! kahiya talaga un! i was like a little baby! woo!
aun. tapos the prayer thingy finished na, after like 15 minutes ata, and yet, i was still crying! tapos sr. mary frances was like, if you want to hug those who are crying you may do so blah blah. loving people went to me. pero i couldnt see them. haha. i was tucked in talaga. even my pants,in the knee part, were wet. kainis. puro tears!
kahiya talaga!
aun! lunch was after that so i had to stop crying na. aun. tapos people hugged me. baet baet. tapos aun. told P.P. na susunod na lang ako cause i wanted to stay sa AVR first. and cry and fix myself. aun. almost everyone left na. me, the two sisters and aui were left. kulit kasi ni aui. told her to leave na, ayaw! so aun. i left the AVR na. with a freakin red clogged nose and eyes that look like hell. woo!
when i got down, grabe! news spreads like air pala! haha! ok,i dont know the saying. blah blah. anyhoo. as i was saying, when i got down na, by the TLE room, people were like, "you cried? why?" or, "why are you crying?". grabe.
aun. i went to the pergola kasi P.P. were there. tapos aun. the lioban P.P. were playing pepsi cola. i just watched them kasi i didnt want to eat naman. aun. natawa ako sa paglaro ng pepsi cola. haha. sina anne at ate kasi eh. tapos si ina. prang anu! haha! katuwa! hehe.
aun. kaya aun.
i thought the crying would stop there. pero hindi pa rin. grabe!
we had this activity where in we had to write something positive about our classmates. aun. nicey nice people of the universe.
after that, another activity came up and we had to give some person/ people a candle to say we're sorry. i gave sab and erika. guys, i am freakin sorry, esp. to jerusalem. SORRY! aun. then, we had to give some one another candle to say "can we be friends?" so i gave alyanna. hehe. almost everyone did.
oh! before i forget, a miracle happened! liz and sab are friends na! see what recos can do! haha! so yeah. friends na ulit sila. happiness!
aun. anyhoo. so yeah. then sr mary frances asked the officers to say a few words to the class. tapos aun. si julia, nakisali na rin dun. tapos aun. and she asked who wanted to say something daw. tapos joana went first. she cried. grabe! MAHAL KO! wag ka na iyak! woo! aun. tapos i went next. i just thanked them. because. becuase they make me feel happier. hehe. they know naman why eh. long message. to all my classmates, thank you ulit. thanks for the love and care. you guys know i love you naman eh. :) woo! aun. when i said my message, i cried na naman. grabe! kahiya tlaga un! wooo!
my gulay! i cried my heart out in this reco. grabe!
anyhoo. i know this is a looong post. pero deal with it. you're in my blog. haha.
may happiness din sa reco. haha! woo! we had a 1-hour lunch break. so we kinda finsihed early, so we went up na for soundtrip lng. and so, people started dancing! eeeh! haha! MAHAL KO AND MOMMY! woo! MARNIENESS!!! haha! eeeh!XD katuwa kau! i love you!!! pinapasaya nyo ako! haha! XD aun. tapos nagbrown out! haha! habang sumasayaw sina MOMMY! haha! woooo! prang anu eh! pero masaya!
haha!
all in all. i am loving my section more and more each day. i love them na. kahit na at first, i thought impossible. hindi pala. kaya ngaun, mahal ko na sila. :)
-she lovees him @ 9:16 PM :)
