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to you, my dear reader, this is my blog. these are my thoughts, feelings and opinions on whatever is going on with my life. now, if you hate me, leave. if you hate whatever is in it, dont read it. it's as easy as one, two, three. now, i am warning you that there will be lots of bad words in this blog of mine. dont sue me. im a kid who has a crappy yet wonderful life. get me? now, decide. to read or not to read.

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i love HIM. i hate HIM. i miss HIM. i want HIM. this sucks.

the girl

The girl who is so lost without you.
her name is jinxx by the way. :D

her wants

..YOU
..YOU
..YOU
..& YOU
..& a new phone
..& a shopping spree too

her lovees

anne:)
aui:)
coleen:)
elioba:)
erika:)
fides:)
gabe:)
ina:)
lee:)
liz {xanga}:)
mariel:)
marnie:)
mau:)
mina:)
phia :)
rica :)
shariz :)

her special days

> .prutti practice.
> .changed.
> .change of stuffies.
> .happiness.
> .whatever 03.
> .niiiiice.
> .whatever 02.
> .lighter notes.
> .letter to my almost baby brother.
> .get a life.

her past

> July 2006
> August 2006
> September 2006
> October 2006
> November 2006
> December 2006
> January 2007
> February 2007
> March 2007
> May 2007
> June 2007
> August 2007

her visitors




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her thankyouus

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.gloomy.
Thursday, August 24, 2006

goshness.


i feel so sad and gloomy today. i dont really know if its because of the culminating activity thingy. or the togetherness feastday thingy. or how these people make me feel. i dont know. i just feel crappy. which is usually how i feel anyway. but today, this crappy feeling isnt normal. arrgh. im not even making sense.


we lost in the culminating thingy. and gosh were we disappointed. we really were. ive never seen a class so disappointed like how we felt awhile ago. oh well. next time, we'll beat your butts out. X) that was an expression, mind you.


the togetherness feastday. i feel bad for marnie. its just that she worked hard for it. made all the freakin letters because we all thought lioba and elizabeth wanted to be together. and then we found out that they didnt want to be together. after everything was worked out and approved, it was for nothing really. shucks. oh well. we'll just have an effing rocking feastday. X)


marnie said that sr regina only approved for "not rock" music so i dont know if prutti will still play or marnie, dosia and donna will be the only ones to play. this sucks. our first gig might be ruined. shucks.


i dont know how to express my feelings without dropping hints. but i feel so bad it sucks, you know. i mean. if you dont want to tell me, then fine. just dont talk about it when im around. its rude and stupid. how would you feel if i started talking about something you didnt know about and cant relate too. you would just be there, sitting, not talking to anyone. as if you dont exist. it makes you feel like a fool, trying so hard to join in the conversation and be part of the group. i mean, you guys are already together most of the time, so why talk about it when im around??..


and you. haay. i dont even know why i miss you. really. but i do. i miss you a lot.


and to you. haay. what's wrong with you? you act like there's nothing wrong. but you know there is. you should know there is. do i have to like slap you just so you'd figure out? dont you notice anything different?


life sucks right now. it always does anyway. haay. when will i ever get used to it.

-she lovees him @ 7:58 PM :)