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to you, my dear reader, this is my blog. these are my thoughts, feelings and opinions on whatever is going on with my life. now, if you hate me, leave. if you hate whatever is in it, dont read it. it's as easy as one, two, three. now, i am warning you that there will be lots of bad words in this blog of mine. dont sue me. im a kid who has a crappy yet wonderful life. get me? now, decide. to read or not to read.

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i love HIM. i hate HIM. i miss HIM. i want HIM. this sucks.

the girl

The girl who is so lost without you.
her name is jinxx by the way. :D

her wants

..YOU
..YOU
..YOU
..& YOU
..& a new phone
..& a shopping spree too

her lovees

anne:)
aui:)
coleen:)
elioba:)
erika:)
fides:)
gabe:)
ina:)
lee:)
liz {xanga}:)
mariel:)
marnie:)
mau:)
mina:)
phia :)
rica :)
shariz :)

her special days

> .im sooo back.
> ..im seeing grey.
> ..st frideswida.
> ..im back. :D
> .so close to the end.
> .uhm.
> .family day.
> .update.
> .jeico.
> .employee's day.

her past

> July 2006
> August 2006
> September 2006
> October 2006
> November 2006
> December 2006
> January 2007
> February 2007
> March 2007
> May 2007
> June 2007
> August 2007

her visitors




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her thankyouus

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.start of my day.
Monday, October 30, 2006

uhm. wala wala lang tong post na toh.



i just want to say that the first song i ever heard today was stars.


and no, hindi ko sinadya un. i shuffled the songs on my pod, and there it was. 'STARS by CALLALILY.'



why cant it be 'by cookies and cream?'


weh... adiik.



God, please. wag mo pabasa toh sa kahit isang member ng cookies and cream. or else, i will die. :))


P.S.
thanks for making me ever so happy. weh.
thinking of you puts a smile on my face.
naaaks. :) lakas. X)

toodles! X)

-she lovees him @ 4:18 PM :)

.we're all the same.

we're all the same.


we're all just looking for someone else, someone new to love so that we can forget the person we loved first--to forgot the pain and sadness.


we just need to look for a replacement.


this gives us a chance to say that we've moved on...



...when we really haven't.


its so complicated... we never know if we actually love a person because we really do, or we love that person to forget that previous one.


whatever happens.



stars will always be love. ♥ X)

-she lovees him @ 3:52 PM :)

.stars is looove <3333.
Saturday, October 28, 2006

haha. X) weh. stars is loooove. <33333 i now love the song stars by callalily. hehe. X)


anyhoo. i shall now make kwento about the halloween party! haha. X) weh. saya saya nung sa may end na! :)) weh. X)


aun. i went there ng hindi naka-costume. hehe. X) katuwa. aun. we got there ng mga 6. tpos nagregister stuff. tpos saw nicole and marnie and bhes. hehe. X) cute ni marnie,. naka-spongebob costume. oh! by the way, marnie won funniest costume! congrats! anyhoo. un. tpos we went to the gym. texted some people. hehe. aun. tpos nagstart na. uhm. i dont know the name of the first 4 [???] bands. hehe. X) weh. aun. pero katuwa silang lahat. hehe. X) medyo konti pa lang ung mga tao nung una pero dumami rin naman. hehe. X) aun. tpos kami ni nicole, nagiikot ikot lng. nagpupunta sa cr, sa PP... sa kung saan saan. hehe. X) aun.


tpos i saw the pioneers. saya. hehe. X) tpos i saw some people. weh. X) hehe. XD basta. damiiing tao. hehe. X) aun. tpos after some time, cookies and cream na. hehe. X)un tlga nakakatuwa. weh. sana walang band member ng cookies ang nagbabasa nito. hehe. X)

sila na lang ikwento ko kasi sila naman ung talagang nakakatuwa. X) weh. hehe. XD <33333


aun. they first played bongga ka day ata. hehe. X) uhm. kuya mitch sang. hehe. cute cute nung pagkanta niya. may piyok parts na nakakatuwa! haha. X) cuuuute. XD syempre. pinsan ko sya. hehe. :)) aun. tpos akap ng imago ung next song nila. ung bago nilang vocalist, si monica... grabe! ang galiiiiing niya! weh. inggit ako. hehe. X) hehe. waaa. cute cute. X) galing. aun. hehe. tpos habang cookies ung nagplay, sumama ako sa PP. hehe. :))

tpos aun. si mina v, tinutukso niya ako. hehe. bigla siyang kumanta ng stars ng callalily. hehe. X) tpos biglang lumabas si aj. weh. hehe. tpos kakanta pala sya. hehe. X) weh. at least kumanta siya ngaun. hehe. XD aun. tpos ung kinanta niya. weh. STARS NG CALLALILY. weh. coincidence?? weh. haha. X) basta. natuwa ako. hehe. X) un na. haha! X) aun. as in ang ingay ng PP habang si aj ung kumakanta.!!! haha. X) as in. mga sinisigaw nila eh. nakakatuwa! haha. si ina tska si audrey pasimuno! haha. XD bigla ba naman nilang sinigaw na 'crush ka ni jinky!!!' weh. X) pauso nyo. hehe. XD buti na lang di nila naririnig. hehe. grbe. lakas ng pag cheer ko sa kanila. :)) aun. tpos basta. ang galing kumanta ni aj. hehe. X) aun. hehe. tpos si ate tangkad. weh. haha! X) cute. aun. after ni aj kumanta, si kuya mitch ulit. hehe. pero naka rey mysterio [sp?] na mask sya. hehe. X) katuwa. tpos doo bidoo ung kinanta niya. waaa! ang saya! haha. X) aun. tpos si monica kumanta ulit kasama ni kuya mitch. kinanta nila 'ewan' ng imago. weh. hehe. X) special song. weh. tpos si aj, nag-guitars ata sya nun. hehe. XD katuwa. aun.


basta! katuwa. grbe. X) i swear. lagi niyong invite cookies and cream ha! haha. X) aun. basta. weh. katuwa ung part na un. hehe.


aun. after nila, gusto ko na umuwi so tinext ko na si papa. eh hindi niya ako masusundo so sabay na lng daw ako kay kuya mitch. weh. un pla, ung buong banda, sasabay sa kanya. weh. katuwa!!! haha. X) weh. aun. eh since ang dami namin, 2 trips na lang daw si kuya. aun. pero bago umuwi, paseo muna. hehe. aun. pero 2 trips din un kasi hindi naman kami kasya. hehe. X) aun. ung nasa unang trip si jam, grace, nike, tam, ako, aj, carlos, daniel [ata?], mark alcantara tpos friend niya. hehe. X) malay ko kung nu name nya. hehe. :)) hehe. aun. starbucks muna. pero si aj tska si daniel, sumama kay kuya mitch na bumalik ng st scho para dun sa ibang band members. hehe. x) aun. nagstarbucks muna kami. hehe. X) aun. katuwa un.

tpos biglang tumawag si papa, susunduin na lang daw niya ako. awww. hehe. pero kk lng kasi nakasama ko na naman siya. i mean sila. hehe. X) weh. XD

aun. tpos dumating si papa. tpos uwi na. saya saya!! hehe. bago matulog, napanuod ko ulit ung myx live ni yael. hehe. X) katuwa. XD aun. hehe. XD


grabe. ang daming beses na super lapit ko sa kanya. hehe. X) grabe. naa-adiik na ata ako sa kanya. weh. hehe. X) basta kasi ang lapit ko lang, natutuwa na ako. hehe. diba aui at nicole? hehe. dapat kasi lumapit pa tau eh. ang lapit na nun!!!! haha. X) aun. hehe. XD grabe. X)


aun. ay! bago ko makalimutan. hehe. ung mga friends ni dosia, hehe. pinakilala niya sakin. hehe. X) katuwa. hehe. X)


tapos si ate tangkad. grabe. super ang pagbabara niya sakin! weh. nu nangyayari sau ate? weh. ...ung cellphone mo lang kasi eh. ung mga bagong text napupunta sa dulo. hehe. X)weh. nga pla, magpapabili na ako ng load! weh. X)


ayan. kilala niyo ba kung sino ung crush ko dun sa mga tao dyan? hehe. dapat lang noh! super obvious na kaya. hehe. XD weh. :))


ang masasabi ko lang, ang gwapo niya kahapon. hehe. XD ang galing pa. hehe. <3333 adiik na nga ako. weh. crush ko na ulit siya, aurenz. XD sana lang kinausap niya ako eh noh. hehe. sana lang. hehe. sana the next time na magkita kami. hehe. X) ikaw! kausapin mo naman ako. hehe. X) tska kahit hindi para sakin ung kantang stars, sasagutin kita sa tanong mo...

HIM: im saying i love you again.. are you listening?
ME: yes, im listening. i love you too. weh. X) :))


ayan. adiik na kasi. hehe. X)


so aun. kaya ngaun lagi ko ng pinapakinggan ang stars.

dahil stars is loooove. <3333 ♥




weh.


toodles! hehe. X)

-she lovees him @ 9:41 PM :)

.the prestige.

weh.

kwento ko ung about today muna. hehe. X) its a shorter post than the post i will make for the halloween party. hehe. x)

we ate in pho hoa today. gawd! i miss vietnam! weh. i miss the flat, the car, the people! waaa. i miss the freakin food!! X) <33333


so there. yum yum. then we watched the prestige. gawd! i love it! <3333 its so coooolll. swear. panuorin niyo. ang coolness talaga!!! hehe. X) cute cute. there.


there. see. just posted to tell you guys to watched the prestige. hehe. X)


off to my next post. X)

-she lovees him @ 9:32 PM :)

.sleepover.

weeee!


last thursday, we had a sleepover at ina's haus since it was her bday the next day. haha. X) labooo. pero ganun.


waaa! so happy! katuwa eh. saya ng PP! audrey and alex weren't there nga lng. audrey thought kasi na she wasnt allowed but she was pala. weh. aun. then donna didnt sleepover. weh.


hehe. pero it was still fun. after school, we went to ina's haus together. when we got to their haus, everybody wanted to take a bath. haha. X) we were tired na kasi and stinky kasi intrams. hehe. X) aun. daming banyo ng haus ni inaaaaaa. meron sa guest room, sa first floor [hehe. X)], sa room nya, sa third floor, sa room ng parents nya at malay ko kung san pa. hehe. X) aun. katuwa. took a bath in her room. cute cute. hehe. X) aun.


after ligo, kain na. hehe. X) sarap ng food. inihaw na pork tsaka crabs. yum yum. X) grabe. tataba ka sa haus nila! waa! yum yum. X) after eating, konting usap usap tpos ligo ulit ung mga hindi ka nakakaligo. hehe. X) after everyone finished, we just talked and stuff. cute cute ng pamangkins ni ina!! kaya lng they were scaring us. with a freakin, super big salagubang!!! weh. grabe. sigaw kaming lahat nung tinapon nung pamangkin ni ina [afel ata ???] ung salagubang sa room ni ina. weh. pauso.


hehe. aun. after nun, nuod na kami the eye. waa. natakot ako dun. hehe. X) lagi naman akong natatakot eh. hehe. X) habang nanunuod, kain ng lays and ruffles at inom ng c2. weh. X) katuwa. aun. by 1 ata, uwi na si donna. X( huhu. weh. at least matagal namin syang nakasama. hehe. aun. after nun, akyat na kami. tpos usap usap. eh biglang i wasnt feeling well na, so tulog na ako. i tried going to sleep pero nakakatuwa sila. eventually, i fell asleep. ako ata first na nakatulog. hehe. X) aun.


tpos by 4, gising na ako kasi sabi nila gumising ng 4. hehe. X) pero un pla, ako lng ung gising. so i woke them up na. sabi nila, 4.45 ko na daw ulit sila gisingin so sbi ko ok. hehe. X) aun. grbe. tagal ng paghihintay ko nun, ndi na ako makatulog eh. tpos wla pa makausap. pag gising ko sa kanila ng 4.45, gising na pala si pea. weh. hehe. X) aun. ligo ligo. aus ng gamit. tpos kain ng breakfast--bacon,egg,rice and tocino. yum! X) aun. tpos ligo na ung iba. hehe. X) for the record, tagal ni anne maligo at magayos. hehe. X) sya na lng hinihintay namin nun eh. hehe. X) by 7 ata naglalakad na kami for school. hehe. X) katuwa. aun. kami ni ate nauna na kasi dapat daw mauna si ate. hehe. X) aun. katuwa.


habang nasa school, aun. nuod ng konting games. tpos by 1 pm, punta ako sa classroom kasama si aui. hehe. X) andun din si sil. hehe. X) aun. tpos naglaro kami ng truth or truth nila asi. aun. tpos nakatulog ako. hehe. X) gumising ng 3 pra umuwi sa haus nila ina. hehe. X)


aun. pagkauwi, kain ice cream and cake. yum! aun. tpos ligo para sa party. hehe. X) weh.




ina... belated happy birthday!!! X) salamats ng marami sa sleepover. saya saya! X) hehe. X) katuwa. X) thanks ulit ulit. X) iilovessyouu! X)


**pasensya sa mga typos and grammatical errors. weh. X)

-she lovees him @ 9:17 PM :)

.weee! :)).

weee! im sooooo happyyyyyyy!!


haha! X) i shall make kwento! haha. X)




daming kwento from thursday up to today. so start na ako. weee!



nga pla....






SEMBREAK NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!X)

-she lovees him @ 9:15 PM :)

.football-y.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

weh! X)

i watched a football game [on tv, btw] a while ago. eeeeh.! X)


barca vs real madrid.



waaa!


and i freakin fell asleep! like 20 minutes in the second half, i fell asleep. so i dont know what really happened.



pero dun sa napanuod ko, 2 real madrid then 0 barca. hehe. XD



whoever knows the result, and if becks played, tell me. please. :))




oh yeah. and i found out that v. nistelrooy [spelling???] is in real madrid and that Gudjohnsen [weh. spelling???] is in barca. shucks.



anyone else who moved to some other team that i dont know about?


hehe. aun. t


toodles! X)

-she lovees him @ 12:08 AM :)

.exams--01.
Monday, October 23, 2006

weh. we just finished the second day of exams. hehe. X)


next exams would be on wednesday. XD happiness! waaa. exams next wed are the hardest subjects evah!!! history, panitikan and math. gawd. they're grilling us whole!


waaa!


i do hope i survive. waaa!

pray for me people. XD



now, i will just surf the net and enjoy the remaining days of my life.


im currently listening to yael's voice. haha. BITIW! X) i looooove <33333 oh, and i shall use photoshop XD. haha. X) and edit my blogness. just edit the skin, not change it. haha. X)and maybe watch mike delfino. X) i love!


toodles! X) <3333

-she lovees him @ 2:19 PM :)

.spongy and hale.
Saturday, October 21, 2006

weh. X)

aurenz is currently reading my blogness. panu ko alam? kasi im currently chatting with her. haha. X)
aurenz. good luck. haba ng babasahin mo kasi mahilig ako mag blog. haha. X)

weirdo. XD


oh yeah.

i've got the transit and twilight cds na. actaully, tagal na. the twilight, i bought it even before the album launch. haha. X) amazing. XD haha.

and the transit was given by my ever so nice [?] sister. haha. forced her to buy it. haha. X)


i love it.

i love yael. X)if you dont, then dont say anything. sit there, and read or leave. X)

this yael is yael yuzon. not the yael from the cpk resto. haha. macin. XD

anyhoo. i transferred the songs to my pod. so that the cd wont have scratches. haha. XD weirdo. X)

aun. its so cool. i love it. <3333


oh yeah. pahabol.

exams na on monday. so pray for me. please. im dying. i suck. >.<


and dami ko dapat kwento pero this is so impromptu eh.


aun.


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BHES DAY! i love you bhes kahit na di mo toh binabasa. i love you so much. and gawd i miss you. balik na natin ang nakaraan. naakkks. X) hehe. pero seryoso. bhes. miss na kita. waa. huhu. :( bhes, ndi ako mawawala. promise. :) love you. :)


yes, umabot pa. 11.57 pm pa lng. haha. X)

toodles! :)

-she lovees him @ 11:59 PM :)

.i miss my coumputer--part 3.

waaa!

my gulay!


i miss youuuuu my computer.!


waaa.! i've been super busy. my gawd. >.<


grbe. pauso. anyhoo. exams na. then sem break.


so toodles!

-she lovees him @ 5:00 PM :)

.field trip.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006

waaa! the only reasons for excitement about this field trip were the food and the bus ride. haha. X)

i sat with aui. haha. X) dapat kasi si janelle. but then we all got mixed up, i got aui as my seatmate. i have to thank her though. for giving her shoulder when i needed to sleep. haha. X)

it was fun except for ecopark and zoo. haha. X) which are the actual places. haha. X) the bus ride going there seemed like forever! haha. X) but fun. food trip. gawd im getting fatter. tssss. X)

then there. haha. X) soooo much things happened. funny and scary moments. not scary because of ghosts or what. haha. X) for whatever people will think about. haha. naks. that did not make sense. relaaax. X) oh, and they watched champ kaninang morning.

so yeah. the bus ride going home was also fun fun. thanks for the entertainment marnie. X) nakks. buttons. XD haha. X) aun. basta katuwa. aun.

oh yeah, also. kuya was nice enough to stop by starbucks. haha. X)

oh, and aui made iya cry. tsk. haha. nakakatuwa. X)

aun. its was fun fun. X) lovess it. X) <33333


to tt, thanks for the hospitality. haha. X) nakakatuwa kau. salamats po.<3333

aui, thanks sa lhat. haha. basta. lam mo na un. corny. X) lalo na sa di pag-galaw dhel natutulog ako. haha. X) nice. X) thanks ulit. <3333 EDIT: im soooo lucky to have you eh noh. X) haha! XD thanks ulit. XD

aun. i suck. it was tiring. i hated the places. loved the ride. X) <333 ♥

-she lovees him @ 10:22 PM :)

.i miss you, my computer--part 2.

gawd! i just finished taking a long bath. i love it. X)


i need to update but i shall not type in paragraph form. that will bore me and you to death. XD but i will do my very best to update. haha. wish me luck. X)

thurs, 28 sept.
:: we lost electricity and water
:: typhoon milenyo came
:: no classes X) <333
:: game 2=postponed!

fri, 29 sept
:: nothing much happened.
:: woke up at 3 for an unknown reason and slept again. haha. then woke up at 5.
:: i started sleeping early. i slept at 9! 9 i tell you.! nine pm! gawd.

sat, 30 sept
:: uhm. we walked around a bit. it freakishly looked like a tsunami just hit us. gawd. scary. i shall show a pic of a tree that fell and ruined the brick wall of our neighbor. haha. gawd.


:: and this pic kinda shows what happened to the river/creek/ i dunno. haha. X)


**there...:(

sun, 1 oct
:: went to mass
:: watched step up. channing=hottnessssss X) <333333 ♥

mon, 2 oct -- fri, 6 oct
:: may classes na [syet]


sun, 8 oct
:: went to mass

ayan. basta. ang boring na nakakainis ung past days. walang electricity kasi. pati water. nakakapagod.

in my next post, i shall post the stuffs about the field trip. i am bored. i suck. X) gawd.

-she lovees him @ 9:47 PM :)

.i miss you, my computer--part 1.

waaaa!!! im sooooo happppppppppppppyyyyyyyyy!!!


we have electricity, internet and water already. gawd. i couldnt post cause we didnt have electricity. my gawd! that was a very long wait. we had since monday. i shall make kwento in my other post after i take a long bath. i smell and i suck. gawd.


i miss you, my computer. :)

toodles.! X)

-she lovees him @ 9:24 PM :)