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to you, my dear reader, this is my blog. these are my thoughts, feelings and opinions on whatever is going on with my life. now, if you hate me, leave. if you hate whatever is in it, dont read it. it's as easy as one, two, three. now, i am warning you that there will be lots of bad words in this blog of mine. dont sue me. im a kid who has a crappy yet wonderful life. get me? now, decide. to read or not to read.

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i love HIM. i hate HIM. i miss HIM. i want HIM. this sucks.

the girl

The girl who is so lost without you.
her name is jinxx by the way. :D

her wants

..YOU
..YOU
..YOU
..& YOU
..& a new phone
..& a shopping spree too

her lovees

anne:)
aui:)
coleen:)
elioba:)
erika:)
fides:)
gabe:)
ina:)
lee:)
liz {xanga}:)
mariel:)
marnie:)
mau:)
mina:)
phia :)
rica :)
shariz :)

her special days

> .avalon high.
> .hate her...more.
> .marnieness,mommy dosia, mahal ko and ate.
> .drama queen.
> .birthday boy.
> .new cellphones.
> .new student.
> .the hell with you.
> .no classes.
> .confused.

her past

> July 2006
> August 2006
> September 2006
> October 2006
> November 2006
> December 2006
> January 2007
> February 2007
> March 2007
> May 2007
> June 2007
> August 2007

her visitors




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her thankyouus

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.Jesus Christ.
Sunday, July 30, 2006

okay. i posted about Jesus kanina and him having relatives. so this post is going to be a serious one. and very confusing because i seem to be debating against myself. i crazy.


so now i am starting to confuse my self all over again. this happened na eh. this confusing-my-self thing. it happened in vietnam na.


why? because of a book. the jesus papers.


if i read it correctly, it is about Jesus not really being the Son of God. the book made it seem that this Jesus person was not really the Messiah. he was just this person who knew how to go to the other life and come back to the real life.


and that he didnt really resurrect. prang ganun. it was as if he was alive all along.



and after reading my sister's blog and angels and demons, i just felt that what if there really isnt any God or Jesus. what if the oldest people ever in the history of old people just made God up so that for all the things that they couldnt explain, they could blame God for it. they could just be like, "only God knows" or something like that. confusing things.



oh well. maybe its just like a test of faith.



and maybe, im failing that test cause im doubting God.

-she lovees him @ 7:50 PM :)