Its so hard to be in a stage wherein you recognize what love or crush or infatuation or inspiration or admiration actually mean. like ACTUALLY. When you start liking a person [by a "person",i mean not like a friend or family, i mean like "like like"] and you'll always want to like someone. Its just that at most times, they serve as your inspiration . inspiration like in every single day of your freaking life. When you lost that someone, you lose the inspiration, you feel sad. You'd want to find another person to like--to cling on.
Ms. Portia asked the class to write a poem. in tagalog. And it was by partner--Christine was mine. We had to write about either love, jealousy, gratitude, sadness or something i could not remember. anyhoo. Christine chose to write something about Shaman King--her addiction [X)] anyhoo. we ended up writing about love because i made a deal about christine. we write about love but with no shaman king involve. dude,i was screwed. arrrgh! LOVE! Which sucked really cause i haven't been lucky in that department. Apparently, i was given the "honor" to experience being heart broken evey single freaking day of my life. SUCKS.
So yeah. Then i watced the finale of OTH. I felt so moved i cried. i CRIED! such a baby. But not only becuase my boyfriend jumped into the water to save his uncle and some biatch and risk his life. [Haha. i dont like rachel.X)] But also because of what Brooke said. That there will always be hope in love. and that naley showed them that. there will ALWAYS be hope in love.
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